Hello (:
Hmm, the night is quite stale this time around (: What can i say? The day had some surprises (: Hahahs :D First off, had a nice text conversation with Teresa and Janelle hahhas, but they fell asleep on me .__. LOL, but never mind la i went off to do my own stuff anyways! :D
Sang and realised that i've been making my voice softer for no reason and i think its affecting my voice, i best not sing at home for now (: X-factor was a success but there were disagreements from the audience, part of them to be exact. But its okay, (:
Hmm.... wonder what time should i sleep? (: I just wanna jam with ben tomorrow! :D Hahahahs, oh well, shall be off now. Was bored with nothing to do so yupyup(: BYE[:
31.8.10
30.8.10
Heh!!!
Well what can i say? :D
WE DID IT. HEHE :P My group members and I totally owned the show man, we won!! :D Hahahs, damn happy laaaaa (: But ya, i didn't expect it (: But in anycase, i'm motivated and i plan to form a band to perform for lunchtime show case as well :P Hehehe!! :D
Hmm, haven't learnt my ting xie LOL!! Wtf laaaaaaa urgh .__. Hope i remember to, i seriously don't feel like it though o-o Hmm, also saw unpleasant and disgusting stuff today like urgh -.- LOL, Oh well!! :P
Shall be off now, enjoying myself since i turned on the air-con :D BYE! [:
WE DID IT. HEHE :P My group members and I totally owned the show man, we won!! :D Hahahs, damn happy laaaaa (: But ya, i didn't expect it (: But in anycase, i'm motivated and i plan to form a band to perform for lunchtime show case as well :P Hehehe!! :D
Hmm, haven't learnt my ting xie LOL!! Wtf laaaaaaa urgh .__. Hope i remember to, i seriously don't feel like it though o-o Hmm, also saw unpleasant and disgusting stuff today like urgh -.- LOL, Oh well!! :P
Shall be off now, enjoying myself since i turned on the air-con :D BYE! [:
Mother fucking shit.
Hi.
Totally ruined, my mood i mean. Totally screwed up, i can't get a grip on my temper now. I just blew up fucking a lot and lashed out at the stuff around me. Kinda spoiled the blinder meant to block off my study area and i kicked the table really hard. A few more times and its totally screwed already.
But who the fuck cares? When i said something, no one fucking bothers to cooperate and listen. Seriously man, if i do something or something happens don't fucking blame me, its not my problem. You fucking didn't wanna cooperate what? Why the heck should i care?
Enough said bout that, pretty damn stressed out about the X-factor now, we have to do all the mic adjustments and finalise the beat because its kinda not hardcore enough. Ah i don't wanna be doing all this right now. i seriously don't wanna fucking be doing this.
Then theres still voice class, i freaking smsed him like when? Fucking few days ago and i haven't received a reply to my next lesson. Epic fucking much? Fucking shit. Bye.
Totally ruined, my mood i mean. Totally screwed up, i can't get a grip on my temper now. I just blew up fucking a lot and lashed out at the stuff around me. Kinda spoiled the blinder meant to block off my study area and i kicked the table really hard. A few more times and its totally screwed already.
But who the fuck cares? When i said something, no one fucking bothers to cooperate and listen. Seriously man, if i do something or something happens don't fucking blame me, its not my problem. You fucking didn't wanna cooperate what? Why the heck should i care?
Enough said bout that, pretty damn stressed out about the X-factor now, we have to do all the mic adjustments and finalise the beat because its kinda not hardcore enough. Ah i don't wanna be doing all this right now. i seriously don't wanna fucking be doing this.
Then theres still voice class, i freaking smsed him like when? Fucking few days ago and i haven't received a reply to my next lesson. Epic fucking much? Fucking shit. Bye.
29.8.10
Talk about fluctuation -.-
Hello (:
Hmm, i don't know if i should continue smiling or not. My fucking dad completely ruined my day? Ya, fucking irresponsible bastard. I'm better off without and with my mum.
Have to do some chinese letter later and fuck i don't even feel like doing shit or posting i'm just so damn pent up. Fuck. Bye.
Hmm, i don't know if i should continue smiling or not. My fucking dad completely ruined my day? Ya, fucking irresponsible bastard. I'm better off without and with my mum.
Have to do some chinese letter later and fuck i don't even feel like doing shit or posting i'm just so damn pent up. Fuck. Bye.
28.8.10
Happy! :D
Hellos :D
Hmm.... i woke up pretty late today! (: But to a very unpleasant situation -.- Apparently my mum had to go out for an appointment and thus ruining my dad's plans of going to buy lunch together with her. And unfortunately, he was STILL cranky from last night's incident so he blew up. And i was like "what the heck? quarreling over such trivial matters is old -.-" But i nevertheless got up to break the both of them up. So i then went down to lunch, and bath and here i am now. :P
Waiting for the 1.30 mark to come before leaving the house for Vocal Consort ! :D Its going to be a fun practice i think (: Because i'm in a good mood anyways! (: And thats because i'm glad you're okay!! :D STAY THAT WAY PLEASE OMGOSH LAST NIGHT WAS SO SCARY :/ Ya, but i should focus on my stuff first and not worry too much (:
'Nuff' said :P I think 'nuff' is cool :P HAHA :D Okay that was so utterly random .__. BYE! :D
Quote : I think i've found what means the most to me
Hmm.... i woke up pretty late today! (: But to a very unpleasant situation -.- Apparently my mum had to go out for an appointment and thus ruining my dad's plans of going to buy lunch together with her. And unfortunately, he was STILL cranky from last night's incident so he blew up. And i was like "what the heck? quarreling over such trivial matters is old -.-" But i nevertheless got up to break the both of them up. So i then went down to lunch, and bath and here i am now. :P
Waiting for the 1.30 mark to come before leaving the house for Vocal Consort ! :D Its going to be a fun practice i think (: Because i'm in a good mood anyways! (: And thats because i'm glad you're okay!! :D STAY THAT WAY PLEASE OMGOSH LAST NIGHT WAS SO SCARY :/ Ya, but i should focus on my stuff first and not worry too much (:
'Nuff' said :P I think 'nuff' is cool :P HAHA :D Okay that was so utterly random .__. BYE! :D
Quote : I think i've found what means the most to me
When i once could let my mind go to you.
Hey (:
Well, today was quite good, so far... (: Hahas, had an early morning. Didn't feel like getting off the bed, ya know! With the air-con and everything.... HAHA. But nevertheless, i did and set off for choir shortly after a nice breakfast (:
Practices were semi-decent, although there were times here and there when i shouted or gave a black face to the choir. I mean, enough is enough please? Stop freaking being so chatty for god's sake. Ah well, i held a comm meeting after choir and we talked shit out and managed to come up with a plan. Next week is going to be sectionals for sure anyways.
Been really busy and stressed out this few days. Don't know why the heck must it be that after common tests it doesn't feel like anything is ending. Have an SS project, chinese letter and lots of choir stuff to think about. X-factor is more or less finalised so i guess my load on that is not so bad anymore...
Its only 5+ now, and i'm afraid the day might get worst than how emo i am now. I don't know why i am feeling kinda cranky and moody now, so weird :/ I'm like slumping and staring at the computer screen, my post, now. Ah, enough rambling. I just love this blog for reasons i can't even begin to try finishing (: Bye [:
Quote : I hung up the phone tonight, something happened for the first time.
Well, today was quite good, so far... (: Hahas, had an early morning. Didn't feel like getting off the bed, ya know! With the air-con and everything.... HAHA. But nevertheless, i did and set off for choir shortly after a nice breakfast (:
Practices were semi-decent, although there were times here and there when i shouted or gave a black face to the choir. I mean, enough is enough please? Stop freaking being so chatty for god's sake. Ah well, i held a comm meeting after choir and we talked shit out and managed to come up with a plan. Next week is going to be sectionals for sure anyways.
Been really busy and stressed out this few days. Don't know why the heck must it be that after common tests it doesn't feel like anything is ending. Have an SS project, chinese letter and lots of choir stuff to think about. X-factor is more or less finalised so i guess my load on that is not so bad anymore...
Its only 5+ now, and i'm afraid the day might get worst than how emo i am now. I don't know why i am feeling kinda cranky and moody now, so weird :/ I'm like slumping and staring at the computer screen, my post, now. Ah, enough rambling. I just love this blog for reasons i can't even begin to try finishing (: Bye [:
Quote : I hung up the phone tonight, something happened for the first time.
27.8.10
Busy busy busy .__.
Hello (:
Yes as the title puts, i'm super busy :/ Well, with a lot of stuff. X-factor, Choir, Aces Day, Studies, Projects. Oh gosh, has the world started spinning at an increasing acceleration? LOL, physics much .___.
Well common tests ARE over but i feel more hectic than ever. Nevertheless, i think i'll manage (: So anyways, lessons were not bad (: Had chinese oral after school and it was scarily fast :/ i don't know if i did well for it, hope i did! Choir was okay as well, but i rushed off for X-factor which was awesome (:
Hmm.... i don't really have the mood to post today. Maybe its cause i'm so tired :/ Like how i always am uh...? Hahahaha, oh well. Bye.
Yes as the title puts, i'm super busy :/ Well, with a lot of stuff. X-factor, Choir, Aces Day, Studies, Projects. Oh gosh, has the world started spinning at an increasing acceleration? LOL, physics much .___.
Well common tests ARE over but i feel more hectic than ever. Nevertheless, i think i'll manage (: So anyways, lessons were not bad (: Had chinese oral after school and it was scarily fast :/ i don't know if i did well for it, hope i did! Choir was okay as well, but i rushed off for X-factor which was awesome (:
Hmm.... i don't really have the mood to post today. Maybe its cause i'm so tired :/ Like how i always am uh...? Hahahaha, oh well. Bye.
26.8.10
Fuck.
W.T.F
So i said there were exams this whole week and i thought there wasn't gonna be Voice lessons? Well, i received a god damn text saying that there was and WOW now my teacher thinks i'm giving him excuses and he may want to discontinue my lessons. Fantastic. What the hell, i was just informed today right? I have to plan ALL the shit tomorrow, and now i have to settle this voice class shit. Whats best? I'm supposed to be a happy man now, because exams just ended. Why did my day have to get ruined like that?!!?
Enough said. I'm seriously damn fucking pissed right now because i don't understand why is it the some people just can't stop fucking asking me STUPID questions. When i said i fucking don't know then I MEAN IT. Stop being a bloody pain in the ass and a complete fuck-tard by repeatedly asking and asking and asking and fucking asking. When its the right time, learn to FUCK OFF. And what kinda juniors do i have? Mother fucking can't even talk properly. Damn it, i'm so pissed now. Shit.
Ah, gotta go vent my frustration and anger out. I think i'll post again if i'm in a better mood later, just so that i beautify this blog with a negation. Fuck.
Bye.
25.8.10
Okay the real post -.- LOL
Helloss (:
Yeap, my mood kinda uhm.... cooled down? LOL. So i'm not so high anymore, more settled to blog a nice post (: Lets begin with the usual early mornings .__.
Woke up quite late today, bout like 6.15 but i still made it in time to school. Although this time the sky was already bright when i reached school hahahs (: Hmm.... didn't sleep but i went around rapping Pure Geography stuff. Lame much?? LOL, no life la ya i know :P Hehe. Well, it worked in helping me remember the concepts right :D Geog paper was a success, very very strenuous on my hand due to the amount of writing we had to do but it was still satisfying. I have high hopes for it, so i hope i can score a distinction (: Chemistry paper was not bad, but a little unpredictable. Hahahs, i hope i can get an A for it too. (:
So far the only paper screwed up was A math. I don't know, but from what i heard, a lot of people failed the comprehension paper. Its scary, and damn i hope i ain't one of them, even a pass would be good now :/ I wish they could test Composition, i wanna redeem myself (: The latest compo i attempted i had 3-4 marks deducted due to Capital letter mistakes so it was sorta like a grammar mistake .__. I DID score 21/30 but ya i think i can definitely do better than that (:
Feeling quite at ease now, but this means i'll start feeling sleep soon. Dinner was super filling and i feel so bloated hehe :P Gonna have a phone-call revision with Jia An later (: Wish us luck! (: Life's been pretty usual, nothing special happened. I sure hope it stays this way, unless that something special is something good (: Alright, done with my posting. Shall be off now, see you tomorrow when my CTs end [: Bye! (: (:
Yeap, my mood kinda uhm.... cooled down? LOL. So i'm not so high anymore, more settled to blog a nice post (: Lets begin with the usual early mornings .__.
Woke up quite late today, bout like 6.15 but i still made it in time to school. Although this time the sky was already bright when i reached school hahahs (: Hmm.... didn't sleep but i went around rapping Pure Geography stuff. Lame much?? LOL, no life la ya i know :P Hehe. Well, it worked in helping me remember the concepts right :D Geog paper was a success, very very strenuous on my hand due to the amount of writing we had to do but it was still satisfying. I have high hopes for it, so i hope i can score a distinction (: Chemistry paper was not bad, but a little unpredictable. Hahahs, i hope i can get an A for it too. (:
So far the only paper screwed up was A math. I don't know, but from what i heard, a lot of people failed the comprehension paper. Its scary, and damn i hope i ain't one of them, even a pass would be good now :/ I wish they could test Composition, i wanna redeem myself (: The latest compo i attempted i had 3-4 marks deducted due to Capital letter mistakes so it was sorta like a grammar mistake .__. I DID score 21/30 but ya i think i can definitely do better than that (:
Feeling quite at ease now, but this means i'll start feeling sleep soon. Dinner was super filling and i feel so bloated hehe :P Gonna have a phone-call revision with Jia An later (: Wish us luck! (: Life's been pretty usual, nothing special happened. I sure hope it stays this way, unless that something special is something good (: Alright, done with my posting. Shall be off now, see you tomorrow when my CTs end [: Bye! (: (:
When the dreams seemed like an all too perfect reality, when the illusions felt like an all too wonderful entity. But now when everything fades into the misty fogs of deception, can some one, anyone, help me out and bring me to salvation. From this horror i've fell into, from this pit i've sunk into.
No mood to post, but i'm happy :D
Hellos! :D
Hahahs i dont have the mood to post :/ Don't know why, maybe its cause i'm high :P Tomorrow is the last day of Common Tests whooo!!! :D And today's A math was super funny AND AND AND i'm like watching army videos now AND AND AND i'm gonna eat dinner soon :P LOL, seriously i shouldn't have post -.- BYE ! :D
Hahahs i dont have the mood to post :/ Don't know why, maybe its cause i'm high :P Tomorrow is the last day of Common Tests whooo!!! :D And today's A math was super funny AND AND AND i'm like watching army videos now AND AND AND i'm gonna eat dinner soon :P LOL, seriously i shouldn't have post -.- BYE ! :D
24.8.10
When it all seemed like the perfect truth.
Hello (:
Just got back from school, today was quite fun (: Hmm, started the day with a very sleepy morning because apparently, i mugged till 1+ last night to get my history up to a decent standard. I didn't focus on A math too much though, which was a terrible mistake. Ah fuck history la okay? I mean the fucking teacher can't do nuts also, then we had to do all our content on our own. What the hell. -.-
A math paper was a killer. Lack of practice led to a complete mind blank during the paper itself and i totally screwed it up. Left multiple parts of a question blank and made many mistakes. I'm guaranteed with a terrible fail this time and i'm certainly not kidding. But History paper kinda elevated my spirits and shortly after i felt so much better (: Had a good laugh with my friends during english lesson today! (: Our english teacher let us watch a movie and i swear its hilarious BUT really nice at the same time (: English was fun man (: Tears of joy! LOL.
I don't know what got into me anyway. I'm feeling so cranky and quite depressed now. :/ I really don't know, is it just i'm thinking of stuff again? Or maybe its just the hot weather .__. I don't know, sigh.... gotta mug for Pure Geography and Chemistry later. I swear if i don't get a nice, solid good A1 this time i'm gonna kill myself. Its been long pretty grades, time to getcha back (: Speaking bout pretty grades, i guess i can kiss my A math's A1 goodbye. Nice flunking samuel, nice one.
Only hope for MATH now is Emath. Alls well ends well? Ahahahs..... gotta go now. I might post later, right now its time to take a break before starting on my studies (: Sigh.... i miss having some one to hug. Some one to love. Honestly :/ It sounds desperate but ya.... Ah, that was so random .__. Totally irrelevant hehe, bye now [:
Just got back from school, today was quite fun (: Hmm, started the day with a very sleepy morning because apparently, i mugged till 1+ last night to get my history up to a decent standard. I didn't focus on A math too much though, which was a terrible mistake. Ah fuck history la okay? I mean the fucking teacher can't do nuts also, then we had to do all our content on our own. What the hell. -.-
A math paper was a killer. Lack of practice led to a complete mind blank during the paper itself and i totally screwed it up. Left multiple parts of a question blank and made many mistakes. I'm guaranteed with a terrible fail this time and i'm certainly not kidding. But History paper kinda elevated my spirits and shortly after i felt so much better (: Had a good laugh with my friends during english lesson today! (: Our english teacher let us watch a movie and i swear its hilarious BUT really nice at the same time (: English was fun man (: Tears of joy! LOL.
I don't know what got into me anyway. I'm feeling so cranky and quite depressed now. :/ I really don't know, is it just i'm thinking of stuff again? Or maybe its just the hot weather .__. I don't know, sigh.... gotta mug for Pure Geography and Chemistry later. I swear if i don't get a nice, solid good A1 this time i'm gonna kill myself. Its been long pretty grades, time to getcha back (: Speaking bout pretty grades, i guess i can kiss my A math's A1 goodbye. Nice flunking samuel, nice one.
Only hope for MATH now is Emath. Alls well ends well? Ahahahs..... gotta go now. I might post later, right now its time to take a break before starting on my studies (: Sigh.... i miss having some one to hug. Some one to love. Honestly :/ It sounds desperate but ya.... Ah, that was so random .__. Totally irrelevant hehe, bye now [:
Its for the best, i know it is. But when i see you sometimes i try to hide, what i feel inside and back turn, around, you're with him now, i just can't figure it out.....
23.8.10
Oh the memories
Heyyo (:
Hehe, been a day since i posted. SHOCK!??! :O LOL. :D Okay, that was so lame .__. Ahahahs, oh well i was busy yesterday!! With sleep!! :P LOL. Alright, lets start with the blogging (:
Hmm, yesterday was kinda uhm.... weird. I came back from Andrew's house at about 11 feeling really really tired so i read books until i fell asleep. Woke up again at 1+ and i couldn't bring myself off my super-duper-awesome-comfortable bed so i collapsed back down. The next time i woke up, it was freaking 6+ !!! LOL. Like WTF?!!? I rushed down to use the com and check if i got spammed (: Then the rest of the day was endless singing, chatting and absolutely NO studying despite CTs starting the next day ahahas .__.
Sat for my SS and Eng paper today, and it was quite good! (: I was damn scared that i missed out a page of questions for my Eng Compre but it turns out i was scaring myself .__. Then SS paper was a major success !! (: (: LOL, unfortunately tomorrow there are 3 papers, A math, History and CL. For history, prepare to say goodbye man. I haven't started and i honestly don't feel like doing ANYTHING. Demoralised by the fact that our faithful teacher didn't go through a single shit about content. Amazing huh? Maybe i'll just do Circumstances of Hitler's rise and not Impact. Cause i think it isn't gonna be tested..... ahhh i don't know la .__. Screw academics and its worthless aspects.
Oh well, gonna slack now first i guess. I don't know whats gotten into me i can't seem to mug like how i managed to last time. ): Hmm... perhaps its things getting to me (: I wish i could join SI and get to fame fast!! :P HAHAHA :D
Shall be off noww!! Won't post anymore i think! :D This has been a LONG post i think, so yea i think :P LOL. I think X 3 = Fail. -.-!! BYE! [: [:
Hehe, been a day since i posted. SHOCK!??! :O LOL. :D Okay, that was so lame .__. Ahahahs, oh well i was busy yesterday!! With sleep!! :P LOL. Alright, lets start with the blogging (:
Hmm, yesterday was kinda uhm.... weird. I came back from Andrew's house at about 11 feeling really really tired so i read books until i fell asleep. Woke up again at 1+ and i couldn't bring myself off my super-duper-awesome-comfortable bed so i collapsed back down. The next time i woke up, it was freaking 6+ !!! LOL. Like WTF?!!? I rushed down to use the com and check if i got spammed (: Then the rest of the day was endless singing, chatting and absolutely NO studying despite CTs starting the next day ahahas .__.
Sat for my SS and Eng paper today, and it was quite good! (: I was damn scared that i missed out a page of questions for my Eng Compre but it turns out i was scaring myself .__. Then SS paper was a major success !! (: (: LOL, unfortunately tomorrow there are 3 papers, A math, History and CL. For history, prepare to say goodbye man. I haven't started and i honestly don't feel like doing ANYTHING. Demoralised by the fact that our faithful teacher didn't go through a single shit about content. Amazing huh? Maybe i'll just do Circumstances of Hitler's rise and not Impact. Cause i think it isn't gonna be tested..... ahhh i don't know la .__. Screw academics and its worthless aspects.
Oh well, gonna slack now first i guess. I don't know whats gotten into me i can't seem to mug like how i managed to last time. ): Hmm... perhaps its things getting to me (: I wish i could join SI and get to fame fast!! :P HAHAHA :D
Shall be off noww!! Won't post anymore i think! :D This has been a LONG post i think, so yea i think :P LOL. I think X 3 = Fail. -.-!! BYE! [: [:
Wishes are wishes, they don't always come true (:
21.8.10
HAI HELLO
LOL since i'm really down on titles i decided to greet you guys with the title! :P LOL, not a bad idea huh?? :D Hmm.... so anyways (:
Just watched KungFu hustle again and there was this phrase in the show that made answered some of my questions again (: it goes like this, "Sometimes memories bring nothing but pain, and to forget is a bliss". I think its damn niceee!! :D Like, ya know memories of break ups, or failures, sometimes holding on just weighs us down and keeps us from moving on (: Forgetting it would be a blessing (:
ANYWAYS :D I finished studying SS yipee!! :P Actually accurately i merely finished making my notes la! :D But its still an accomplishment right! (: Shall continue to study later, most probably history and pure geography! :D I'm trying to finish up my Humans first (: and i'm going over to Andrew's house to study so i hope it works out! :D
My break is like so damn long LOL -.- Oh well, i'm that type of person! (: If not, i think i shall stop here. And if not necessary, i doubt i'll post again (: GOODBYE PEOPLE, my life is picking up again (:
Quote : Many years down the road, with you.
Just watched KungFu hustle again and there was this phrase in the show that made answered some of my questions again (: it goes like this, "Sometimes memories bring nothing but pain, and to forget is a bliss". I think its damn niceee!! :D Like, ya know memories of break ups, or failures, sometimes holding on just weighs us down and keeps us from moving on (: Forgetting it would be a blessing (:
ANYWAYS :D I finished studying SS yipee!! :P Actually accurately i merely finished making my notes la! :D But its still an accomplishment right! (: Shall continue to study later, most probably history and pure geography! :D I'm trying to finish up my Humans first (: and i'm going over to Andrew's house to study so i hope it works out! :D
My break is like so damn long LOL -.- Oh well, i'm that type of person! (: If not, i think i shall stop here. And if not necessary, i doubt i'll post again (: GOODBYE PEOPLE, my life is picking up again (:
Quote : Many years down the road, with you.
20.8.10
Time to get rolling (:
Hellos! :D
Things have been going smooth!! [: I like how my day has progressed so far..... slept from 1+ to 1+ today LOL!!! :P Meaning i had a good solid 12 hours of sleep! :D If i still feel tired later i'm so gonna slap myself -.- But anyways, just finished my lunch and i'm gonna study soon! :D
CTs are coming and by evaluating the strength of my subjects, i think i rather spend my weekends mugging Physics, Pure Geography, History Elective and Social Studies (: Then for the remaining subjects i would mug them next week DURING the CTs period (: I think that should pull me through hahahas (:
Been kinda worried for my voice lately. Submitted the registration form for my exams in December but what if my voice is really permanently damaged? .__. Sigh.... And i have X-factor to contend with. Still haven't finalised on anything yet and my group hasn't practiced much. .__. Damn it luh, the stupid YOG event had to take up one of my group member's time if not we woulda been able to practice until late. .__. Ah well, i guess its enough thinking about that (:
Lets brighten up and smile! :D Despite a huge gash on my toe right now :P I earned it by ramming it into the staircase when i ran up sleepy-eyed. :P LOL. :D It hurts but i told myself not to let it affect me! :D Hahahahs, i guess i have nothing else to say already! Hope all my friends are mugging well and i wish you guys plenty of luck for CTs! :D ALL THE WAY MAN. :D
Still wondering if you're hating me. :/ Sigh... i'm sorry for not caring, its just i don't even know when i didn't. I feel so stupid. :/ I'm sorry :/ Bye. (:
Quote : Would i see you again?
Things have been going smooth!! [: I like how my day has progressed so far..... slept from 1+ to 1+ today LOL!!! :P Meaning i had a good solid 12 hours of sleep! :D If i still feel tired later i'm so gonna slap myself -.- But anyways, just finished my lunch and i'm gonna study soon! :D
CTs are coming and by evaluating the strength of my subjects, i think i rather spend my weekends mugging Physics, Pure Geography, History Elective and Social Studies (: Then for the remaining subjects i would mug them next week DURING the CTs period (: I think that should pull me through hahahas (:
Been kinda worried for my voice lately. Submitted the registration form for my exams in December but what if my voice is really permanently damaged? .__. Sigh.... And i have X-factor to contend with. Still haven't finalised on anything yet and my group hasn't practiced much. .__. Damn it luh, the stupid YOG event had to take up one of my group member's time if not we woulda been able to practice until late. .__. Ah well, i guess its enough thinking about that (:
Lets brighten up and smile! :D Despite a huge gash on my toe right now :P I earned it by ramming it into the staircase when i ran up sleepy-eyed. :P LOL. :D It hurts but i told myself not to let it affect me! :D Hahahahs, i guess i have nothing else to say already! Hope all my friends are mugging well and i wish you guys plenty of luck for CTs! :D ALL THE WAY MAN. :D
Still wondering if you're hating me. :/ Sigh... i'm sorry for not caring, its just i don't even know when i didn't. I feel so stupid. :/ I'm sorry :/ Bye. (:
Quote : Would i see you again?
Whenever i could hear you i smile.
Hello (:
Just took a chill pill off facebook. Was doing stuff on it hahahs (: I just came back but i don't feel like bathing hehe :P Maybe i'll take a shit later THEN bath (: School was quite good today, very fun as usual :D But theres no CCA ): ): And CTs are next week damn it, i haven't started studying really yet. ): I figured i would focus more on Physics, both maths and Geog. (:
But thats just very surface aspects of my day. And my life (: Things have been going fine so far, and i'm glad to see you doing fine (:
I'm not really in the mood to post .__. Sorry ahahs (: Guess i just feel tired and.... draggy inside (:
Bye :)
Quote : I would give the world for what was once us.
Just took a chill pill off facebook. Was doing stuff on it hahahs (: I just came back but i don't feel like bathing hehe :P Maybe i'll take a shit later THEN bath (: School was quite good today, very fun as usual :D But theres no CCA ): ): And CTs are next week damn it, i haven't started studying really yet. ): I figured i would focus more on Physics, both maths and Geog. (:
But thats just very surface aspects of my day. And my life (: Things have been going fine so far, and i'm glad to see you doing fine (:
I'm not really in the mood to post .__. Sorry ahahs (: Guess i just feel tired and.... draggy inside (:
Bye :)
Quote : I would give the world for what was once us.
19.8.10
Omgggggg ):
Hellos (:
Hahah this post is not going to be a sad one cause turns out today was great! :D Its just going to be draggy with all the ranting about studies and all, but i hope you all don't mind! :D
So... anyways. Lessons were fantastic (: Was really, really focused and i kept my attention on the dot throughout the day. A math lecture was a killer though, totally drained all my energy and i was half-dead during chinese and english later. .__. Have to complete some draft for chinese and a table for SS. Hope i don't wait till too late and end up being too tired! (:
Had chem supps after school and that went well too, super hell lot of hands-on though hahas. Chem lessons are fun i must say (: Then i met my friends for a short while before going off for Voice class. Its getting really heated up and its really stressful. CTs are nearing but i still have to cope with voice class stress and everything and it just sucks. Took the exams form today and oh ya, my teacher said my voice was so cracky today cause i fell sick so its probably still damaged. Fantastic, i love my life. Sigh.... i wish everything would slow down.
Still have been easily irritated recently. .__. Ah, i'll just sleep a little later cause apparently sleeping earlier doesn't fucking help with my stamina one bit. Going to read manga and watch videos during dinner (: Hope i feel better (: Sigh.... i wish you would cheer up and reply me ): Urgh, bye.
Quote : I have to pull through this.
Hahah this post is not going to be a sad one cause turns out today was great! :D Its just going to be draggy with all the ranting about studies and all, but i hope you all don't mind! :D
So... anyways. Lessons were fantastic (: Was really, really focused and i kept my attention on the dot throughout the day. A math lecture was a killer though, totally drained all my energy and i was half-dead during chinese and english later. .__. Have to complete some draft for chinese and a table for SS. Hope i don't wait till too late and end up being too tired! (:
Had chem supps after school and that went well too, super hell lot of hands-on though hahas. Chem lessons are fun i must say (: Then i met my friends for a short while before going off for Voice class. Its getting really heated up and its really stressful. CTs are nearing but i still have to cope with voice class stress and everything and it just sucks. Took the exams form today and oh ya, my teacher said my voice was so cracky today cause i fell sick so its probably still damaged. Fantastic, i love my life. Sigh.... i wish everything would slow down.
Still have been easily irritated recently. .__. Ah, i'll just sleep a little later cause apparently sleeping earlier doesn't fucking help with my stamina one bit. Going to read manga and watch videos during dinner (: Hope i feel better (: Sigh.... i wish you would cheer up and reply me ): Urgh, bye.
To my dear Mei : Hey, i know you said its weird for me to say it but i love you (: I'm sorry for neglecting you if i ever did, just cheer up and reply me soon i hope. Cause its truly sad when you don't (: I promised i would show more concern so i will, your bro lovingly (: You probably wouldn't see this but all the same ya? <3 (:
Quote : I have to pull through this.
18.8.10
Omg i'm so lazy to postt!! ):
Hellos (:
Ahahahas yes i'm so lazy to post ! ): LOL, its like so difficult to even come to this page and start typing something. Maybe its cause i'm damn busy!! :P
Today is like a pivotal point in my days again, and i hope it really is. Cause right now i feel motivated and full of strength to move on in life and keep on task and focus. I thought through things, and i realised a lot of shit i've been doing was merely making a fool of myself. (:
Gonna be revising work later, and hopefully i can score well for CTs! (: Its in 5 days time omgoshhh!!!! .___. Better work hard man (: Hmm... i don't know what else to say i'm like rambling non-stop!! ): LOL. .__.
Ahahahas, i guess i shall stop here :P LOL, BYE [: and and and!! see you soon!! :P
Pfft, how stupid. Happy trying to make this rushed-one-sided-thing work out! (:
Quote : I know what to do now.
Ahahahas yes i'm so lazy to post ! ): LOL, its like so difficult to even come to this page and start typing something. Maybe its cause i'm damn busy!! :P
Today is like a pivotal point in my days again, and i hope it really is. Cause right now i feel motivated and full of strength to move on in life and keep on task and focus. I thought through things, and i realised a lot of shit i've been doing was merely making a fool of myself. (:
Gonna be revising work later, and hopefully i can score well for CTs! (: Its in 5 days time omgoshhh!!!! .___. Better work hard man (: Hmm... i don't know what else to say i'm like rambling non-stop!! ): LOL. .__.
Ahahahas, i guess i shall stop here :P LOL, BYE [: and and and!! see you soon!! :P
Pfft, how stupid. Happy trying to make this rushed-one-sided-thing work out! (:
Quote : I know what to do now.
17.8.10
Lets go home.
Hello there (:
Heh, today was pretty good eh? (: I woke up quite abruptly cause i realised i slept without printing some PW report, but then again i realised they sent me at 12 which i woulda been sleeping by then. -.- So anyways, was quite indecisive 'bout breakfast as i didn't know whether to eat it. I had no appetite and i didn't wanna get scolded .__. But my mum was surprisingly understanding and told me to leave it there if i couldn't finish it (: So there, morning passed (:
School lessons were pretty much okay, but science supps after school was great (: I had some sudden outburst of knowledge and i got the concepts pretty quickly and the questions i volunteered for were correct (: Rushed off for X-factor auditions ( second round ) later and it went pretty well too (: Gonna have more practices again this friday, hopefully it goes good (:
I'm getting back my old phone!! :D Finalllyyyy (: Hahahhas, i hope the contacts are still there (: They had to replace ALL the parts la, turns out all of it died on me .__. HAHA oh well many things did (:
Have been in the 'non-:D' mood again .__. Perhaps its the weather? Or maybe its just me again, been thinking of stuff again. Urgh when CAN that stop. LOL. .__. I hope things are going well!! (: If not, i shall stop here and be off now (: Have a pure chemistry paper and A math revision to do, and perhaps E math as well? I'm not sure, i'll see first (: Bye! [:
Ah fuck my mood just go ruined by my mum before i posted. What the fuck. Whatever, bye.
Quote : I feel it coming back to me, i can do this.
Heh, today was pretty good eh? (: I woke up quite abruptly cause i realised i slept without printing some PW report, but then again i realised they sent me at 12 which i woulda been sleeping by then. -.- So anyways, was quite indecisive 'bout breakfast as i didn't know whether to eat it. I had no appetite and i didn't wanna get scolded .__. But my mum was surprisingly understanding and told me to leave it there if i couldn't finish it (: So there, morning passed (:
School lessons were pretty much okay, but science supps after school was great (: I had some sudden outburst of knowledge and i got the concepts pretty quickly and the questions i volunteered for were correct (: Rushed off for X-factor auditions ( second round ) later and it went pretty well too (: Gonna have more practices again this friday, hopefully it goes good (:
I'm getting back my old phone!! :D Finalllyyyy (: Hahahhas, i hope the contacts are still there (: They had to replace ALL the parts la, turns out all of it died on me .__. HAHA oh well many things did (:
Have been in the 'non-:D' mood again .__. Perhaps its the weather? Or maybe its just me again, been thinking of stuff again. Urgh when CAN that stop. LOL. .__. I hope things are going well!! (: If not, i shall stop here and be off now (: Have a pure chemistry paper and A math revision to do, and perhaps E math as well? I'm not sure, i'll see first (: Bye! [:
Ah fuck my mood just go ruined by my mum before i posted. What the fuck. Whatever, bye.
Quote : I feel it coming back to me, i can do this.
16.8.10
Thoughts without thinking,
Was it always like this? Or is it just me?
Hey there (: I'm feeling slightly more at 'home' now that i'm home. Finally i guess.... i don't know its fluctuating again... this feeling i mean. -shrug- And i wonder why? Hahahas, short part of this post will be kinda hard for you guys to get so i hope you don't mind (:
So anyways, school today was kinda good. I had quite an 'interesting' start to the day so thats quite stupid. My face was like super black throughout the entire assembly and all, but i still managed to cheer up to a good mood because of my friends. They never fail, i don't know why. I don't know what makes them able to, but i guess its cause they are my friends la (:
Lessons were average, but math supplementary after school was helluva JOKE. It was damn hilarious la!! LOL :D Had damn good laughs i tell you and i was going super spastic .__. LOL i'm always like that don't blame me! [:
Talked to people about some of my troubles and i guess i'll have to take time to finally, totally, rid it off my mind. Although i can tell that its really not working out well eh...? So much for rushing into another one. (: But i DO hope it lasts, so i wish you well (:
Yea that was the part, hahas if you got it then you probably wouldn't know who anyway (: I'm munching on some ball thingy now that i don't know is it but it tastes nice anyway! [: Washing it down with cold green tea on a cold rainy day making my mucus run more :P LOL, ewww?? :P Hahas, the ball thing was bought by my mum, thank you and i love you (: <3
And i guess that was just appropriate (: I apologise for the font colour! screwed i know :P I shall be off now, goodbye! (:
Quote : I'll start alright, i'll start.
Hey there (: I'm feeling slightly more at 'home' now that i'm home. Finally i guess.... i don't know its fluctuating again... this feeling i mean. -shrug- And i wonder why? Hahahas, short part of this post will be kinda hard for you guys to get so i hope you don't mind (:
So anyways, school today was kinda good. I had quite an 'interesting' start to the day so thats quite stupid. My face was like super black throughout the entire assembly and all, but i still managed to cheer up to a good mood because of my friends. They never fail, i don't know why. I don't know what makes them able to, but i guess its cause they are my friends la (:
Lessons were average, but math supplementary after school was helluva JOKE. It was damn hilarious la!! LOL :D Had damn good laughs i tell you and i was going super spastic .__. LOL i'm always like that don't blame me! [:
Talked to people about some of my troubles and i guess i'll have to take time to finally, totally, rid it off my mind. Although i can tell that its really not working out well eh...? So much for rushing into another one. (: But i DO hope it lasts, so i wish you well (:
Yea that was the part, hahas if you got it then you probably wouldn't know who anyway (: I'm munching on some ball thingy now that i don't know is it but it tastes nice anyway! [: Washing it down with cold green tea on a cold rainy day making my mucus run more :P LOL, ewww?? :P Hahas, the ball thing was bought by my mum, thank you and i love you (: <3
And i guess that was just appropriate (: I apologise for the font colour! screwed i know :P I shall be off now, goodbye! (:
Quote : I'll start alright, i'll start.
15.8.10
I don't know what to put here -.-
LOL, sorry for the rather dumb title i'm really losing motivation to post because i'm stuck at the title portion!! ): Ahahhas (:
So anyways, i didn't greet you guys, HELLO [: I'm feeling slightly better now, i don't know why maybe cause i decided to snap out of it. But i guarantee that i'll go back into a bad lapse again .__. Moodswings much? LOL. Oh well, i don't know la its just damn weird. Its like i can't keep myself happy but i have the urge to be happy sometimes as well. .__. Sigh....
I haven't learnt my ting xie and i think there is undone homework. Should i learn tonight? Cause i'm not in the mood to. I'm never in the mood to do work nowadays. I don't know whats gotten into me. Its been like this since before Mid-Year Exams until now. Its really.... annoying. Because i know i HAVE to work and i'm SUPPOSED to be working. Its like all my motivation has transfered elsewhere. Whats more, choir is standing down. Theres not going to be a revenue for de-stressing anymore. Sigh....
I'm sighing a lot and its not good. Its like i'm damn pent up. Whats worst? I planned for this to be a good post. A happy one, not the usual draggy ones i've been putting up so far. Turns out? I'm really not in a good mood now so i guess i can't force my emotions or whatsoever. Sigh....
I think i'm gonna play the piano now, and maybe go up to rest/nap or something. And i WILL wake up again. Hopefully playing the piano helps calm my emotions so that i can rest better, i'm so turbulent inside right now. Perhaps school will help, ironically. Although i really don't want to go to school. I just want to fall sick and sleep all the way. Screw everything, i don't have the motivation for ANYTHING now. Bye.
Quote : Who/what can i blame this on?
So anyways, i didn't greet you guys, HELLO [: I'm feeling slightly better now, i don't know why maybe cause i decided to snap out of it. But i guarantee that i'll go back into a bad lapse again .__. Moodswings much? LOL. Oh well, i don't know la its just damn weird. Its like i can't keep myself happy but i have the urge to be happy sometimes as well. .__. Sigh....
I haven't learnt my ting xie and i think there is undone homework. Should i learn tonight? Cause i'm not in the mood to. I'm never in the mood to do work nowadays. I don't know whats gotten into me. Its been like this since before Mid-Year Exams until now. Its really.... annoying. Because i know i HAVE to work and i'm SUPPOSED to be working. Its like all my motivation has transfered elsewhere. Whats more, choir is standing down. Theres not going to be a revenue for de-stressing anymore. Sigh....
I'm sighing a lot and its not good. Its like i'm damn pent up. Whats worst? I planned for this to be a good post. A happy one, not the usual draggy ones i've been putting up so far. Turns out? I'm really not in a good mood now so i guess i can't force my emotions or whatsoever. Sigh....
I think i'm gonna play the piano now, and maybe go up to rest/nap or something. And i WILL wake up again. Hopefully playing the piano helps calm my emotions so that i can rest better, i'm so turbulent inside right now. Perhaps school will help, ironically. Although i really don't want to go to school. I just want to fall sick and sleep all the way. Screw everything, i don't have the motivation for ANYTHING now. Bye.
Quote : Who/what can i blame this on?
Shagged easily ):
Hey (:
The day's been fair to me. Hmm well... started off with quite a rushed morning as my parents forgot they had something on so there was some on-the-spot planning before leaving the house and fetching me to school for practices. I just tagged along with whatever and whenever it was i guess. Wasn't in the mood to oppose to anything they said as i was really troubled.
Rehearsals cheered me up quite a bit although i was really down and it was really tiring. Had many good laughs with my friends and got caught by Ms Lui for gaying with Andrew LOL. That was hilarious [: Ah well, now its back at home and tomorrow, back into the fray. .__.
I fucken hate school seriously. All we do is study and study, have tests, have exams. And theres the prospect of TK being a place i just don't wanna be in. Its like so freaking boring, everything is so stale. I hate this. Sigh....
I don't know maybe its cause i'm really tired now. Or more like this past few days, or it could be that things are really getting to me. I want to fucking screw my mind up, i don't even know why its becoming so stupid and bringing up all the memories i don't wanna think about. Fuck.
Ah, enough swearing. I promised to be less vulgar, so i shall. I needa calm down, i needa change what i'm living in, i need a break. I just want to sit back and relax for once. I want some one to love. When will you come....
Bye.
Quote : I thought i had the answers, but they didn't help.
The day's been fair to me. Hmm well... started off with quite a rushed morning as my parents forgot they had something on so there was some on-the-spot planning before leaving the house and fetching me to school for practices. I just tagged along with whatever and whenever it was i guess. Wasn't in the mood to oppose to anything they said as i was really troubled.
Rehearsals cheered me up quite a bit although i was really down and it was really tiring. Had many good laughs with my friends and got caught by Ms Lui for gaying with Andrew LOL. That was hilarious [: Ah well, now its back at home and tomorrow, back into the fray. .__.
I fucken hate school seriously. All we do is study and study, have tests, have exams. And theres the prospect of TK being a place i just don't wanna be in. Its like so freaking boring, everything is so stale. I hate this. Sigh....
I don't know maybe its cause i'm really tired now. Or more like this past few days, or it could be that things are really getting to me. I want to fucking screw my mind up, i don't even know why its becoming so stupid and bringing up all the memories i don't wanna think about. Fuck.
Ah, enough swearing. I promised to be less vulgar, so i shall. I needa calm down, i needa change what i'm living in, i need a break. I just want to sit back and relax for once. I want some one to love. When will you come....
Bye.
Quote : I thought i had the answers, but they didn't help.
14.8.10
Satisfying (:
Hellos (:
Hmm.... today was kinda satisfying (: Well, compared to other days its much better la hahas (: The school was so dark when i reached this morning heh! (: It was like so peaceful though, i had a different feeling when i stepped out of my car (: Normally when i reached school on usual school days, there was always that boring and routine impression and it just weighed my senses down. That feeling makes me feel so tired and drowsy .___. But this morning was different! I felt like.... peaceful? Yea, and quiet inside. Hahas, i was in quite a smooth mood la (:
Rehearsals were 'interesting' LOL. Had rough times with my dear friend theodore whom i'm sorry to have totally owned you when you tried to attack me LOL. And QianJian and I were sparring like countless times and i kept getting thrashed heh [: Oh well, i guess! :P Hung out with Andrew and friends for quite a long time and i was really tired when i came back home .__. Didn't take a nap though, stupid me. I'm gonna take a nap later and force myself to wake up again, then i can use the night fruitfully (:
Hmm.... this few days have been kinda weird again. Well, today there wasn't any quarrels but i realised i'm unusually cranky. .__. I keep blowing up or getting irritated really bad for no severe reason... Ah never mind. LOL. But if not i guess life should move on! Perhaps my mind is relooking at all the memories again before throwing them all away (:
I wanna leave TK although my Os aren't even near yet. I wanna leave this life that i have to face all the time, i need a change in environment and i need a change in lifestyle. I need a change in my routine. All this is dragging me down further and deeper, and its so depressing.... And i need a new piano, mine is like screwed -.-
Ah well, that was some rambling up there (: Guess i better get going, chatting with quite a few people now (: See you guys soon, wish me luck (: Bye (:
Quote : Smiles all over, wearing them like a mask.
Hmm.... today was kinda satisfying (: Well, compared to other days its much better la hahas (: The school was so dark when i reached this morning heh! (: It was like so peaceful though, i had a different feeling when i stepped out of my car (: Normally when i reached school on usual school days, there was always that boring and routine impression and it just weighed my senses down. That feeling makes me feel so tired and drowsy .___. But this morning was different! I felt like.... peaceful? Yea, and quiet inside. Hahas, i was in quite a smooth mood la (:
Rehearsals were 'interesting' LOL. Had rough times with my dear friend theodore whom i'm sorry to have totally owned you when you tried to attack me LOL. And QianJian and I were sparring like countless times and i kept getting thrashed heh [: Oh well, i guess! :P Hung out with Andrew and friends for quite a long time and i was really tired when i came back home .__. Didn't take a nap though, stupid me. I'm gonna take a nap later and force myself to wake up again, then i can use the night fruitfully (:
Hmm.... this few days have been kinda weird again. Well, today there wasn't any quarrels but i realised i'm unusually cranky. .__. I keep blowing up or getting irritated really bad for no severe reason... Ah never mind. LOL. But if not i guess life should move on! Perhaps my mind is relooking at all the memories again before throwing them all away (:
I wanna leave TK although my Os aren't even near yet. I wanna leave this life that i have to face all the time, i need a change in environment and i need a change in lifestyle. I need a change in my routine. All this is dragging me down further and deeper, and its so depressing.... And i need a new piano, mine is like screwed -.-
Ah well, that was some rambling up there (: Guess i better get going, chatting with quite a few people now (: See you guys soon, wish me luck (: Bye (:
Quote : Smiles all over, wearing them like a mask.
13.8.10
Hmm....
Hello (:
I'm posting this in the morning when the sky is still dark hahaha. Cool huh? (: Woke up this early to get ready for choir practices so i'm like eating my breakfast now heh (:
Why do pracs have to start so early!! ): Anyways, i'm feeling weird now. Like.... at peace but subdued. .__. I don't know how to describe it, but i guess its not necessarily at bad thing (: Don't know how the day is going to be like later, but i pray that it will be good and i wanna come back and sleep some more because i'm just so tired ):
Life's been.... routine-like this past few weeks. Hahahas, i wonder how things are going on the other side then... Hmm. (: I've nothing else to say i suppose, might or might not post again later (:
Bye(:
I'm posting this in the morning when the sky is still dark hahaha. Cool huh? (: Woke up this early to get ready for choir practices so i'm like eating my breakfast now heh (:
Why do pracs have to start so early!! ): Anyways, i'm feeling weird now. Like.... at peace but subdued. .__. I don't know how to describe it, but i guess its not necessarily at bad thing (: Don't know how the day is going to be like later, but i pray that it will be good and i wanna come back and sleep some more because i'm just so tired ):
Life's been.... routine-like this past few weeks. Hahahas, i wonder how things are going on the other side then... Hmm. (: I've nothing else to say i suppose, might or might not post again later (:
Bye(:
Wow? LOL.
Hahas hihi :D
I just felt like putting that as my post title LOL. O_O Well, i on-ed the com and came back down 4 hours later thats quite a blast ! LOL :D Was napping laaa don't blame me!! :D
I haven't been having the motivation to post this few days and thats really bad ): Well, i guess its because i'm either tired or just not in the mood when i post. I just wanna update this blog and keep it alive i guess (: Maybe i won't be posting after this till quite late, maybe (:
Today was quite okay, cept that i had some rough periods where i needed to think through stuff (: Hahhas, apart from that its fine :D
Shall be off now to do my own things :D eating Tao Hui LOL, if thats how its spelled HAHHA :D Its a surprise how life can turn for some people, i suppose its karma (:
BYE! [:
Quote : Regrets regrets rain rain down.
I just felt like putting that as my post title LOL. O_O Well, i on-ed the com and came back down 4 hours later thats quite a blast ! LOL :D Was napping laaa don't blame me!! :D
I haven't been having the motivation to post this few days and thats really bad ): Well, i guess its because i'm either tired or just not in the mood when i post. I just wanna update this blog and keep it alive i guess (: Maybe i won't be posting after this till quite late, maybe (:
Today was quite okay, cept that i had some rough periods where i needed to think through stuff (: Hahhas, apart from that its fine :D
Shall be off now to do my own things :D eating Tao Hui LOL, if thats how its spelled HAHHA :D Its a surprise how life can turn for some people, i suppose its karma (:
BYE! [:
Quote : Regrets regrets rain rain down.
12.8.10
Long way to go.
Hello (:
Hmm.... i would say today was good (: If not for additional stress loads and matters that i needa take care off.... Yea, i hope you don't mind if i rant it here hahas (:
So anyways lessons were as usual except that we had additional chem lessons after school and i was sucha fail i didn't succeed in any of the experiments cause i didn't put enough of the substance. .__. First time i failed THAT badly, felt so embarrassed and out of place when everyone else was going on with their experiments. Yea so, anyway.
Met up with my group members after chem lessons to practice for X-factors before the auditions. The auditions went dang well i would say, but we did screw up a lil at one point due to the timing. And we figured on stage ourselves that the whole thing was a tat too messy and we had to work on it before the day itself..... if the results state we even make it .__. I don't know its just.... funny? I mean they said to meet the criteria of appreciating teacher's day but its just so hard and everyone else didn't do it! I personally felt our performance was so much more 'abstract' and 'original' from the rest cept for some of the dance groups. Oh well, they did say that they find our performance very entertaining and enjoyed it very much so ... :D i guess. LOL. .__.
Voice class today was screwed up. Pfft, didn't even have any. Went to his house, knocked the door and waited, knocked again and waited but no one responded. Placed my ear against the door and there was no activity inside at all. He was out, and he didn't bother fucking telling me when i DID tell him last week i was sick and it was TRUE. Well, if he wants to be an eccentric fuck tard then i'll let things be then.
Gotta go figure out stuff now, and i'm so tired fuck it ahhhhhh. Bye.
Quote : I'm losing strength.
Hmm.... i would say today was good (: If not for additional stress loads and matters that i needa take care off.... Yea, i hope you don't mind if i rant it here hahas (:
So anyways lessons were as usual except that we had additional chem lessons after school and i was sucha fail i didn't succeed in any of the experiments cause i didn't put enough of the substance. .__. First time i failed THAT badly, felt so embarrassed and out of place when everyone else was going on with their experiments. Yea so, anyway.
Met up with my group members after chem lessons to practice for X-factors before the auditions. The auditions went dang well i would say, but we did screw up a lil at one point due to the timing. And we figured on stage ourselves that the whole thing was a tat too messy and we had to work on it before the day itself..... if the results state we even make it .__. I don't know its just.... funny? I mean they said to meet the criteria of appreciating teacher's day but its just so hard and everyone else didn't do it! I personally felt our performance was so much more 'abstract' and 'original' from the rest cept for some of the dance groups. Oh well, they did say that they find our performance very entertaining and enjoyed it very much so ... :D i guess. LOL. .__.
Voice class today was screwed up. Pfft, didn't even have any. Went to his house, knocked the door and waited, knocked again and waited but no one responded. Placed my ear against the door and there was no activity inside at all. He was out, and he didn't bother fucking telling me when i DID tell him last week i was sick and it was TRUE. Well, if he wants to be an eccentric fuck tard then i'll let things be then.
Gotta go figure out stuff now, and i'm so tired fuck it ahhhhhh. Bye.
Quote : I'm losing strength.
11.8.10
Fucked up.
Hi.
Lets just talk about the more 'cool' stuff before going down to the heat. Well, school was kinda... okay? Yea it wasn't too tiring and supps ended pretty quickly so yeap i would say the lessons weren't that stressful and all. Tomorrow is not going to be so easy-going though! .__. Practiced for X-factor auditions tomorrow, and i was kinda stressed up cause we had no mics and all and i was worried cause we didn't practice enough. But turns out we were good! :D Although this stupid aunt kept fucking around by asking us to go out of the Auditorium when we were PRACTICING FOR SOMETHING LEGAL. Oh well, fuck tards.
Oh yea, speaking about fuck tards. MY SISTER IS ONE. FUCK YOU DOUCHE BAG. Yea so lets start, i come back. Yea. Then i wanted to bath, she rushes up, tells me to bath in the other toilet, and then when i ask why didn't she bath immediately when she came back like freaking 3+ hours ago, she said 'She didn't wanna'. Like i mean fuck it seriously, what gives her the right to even scold or quarrel back man. Her attitude just sucks its disgusting. Yea so i spent freaking 1 hour quarreling. What the heck. Screw my life man.
But its okay i guess there are pretty many fuck tards in this world. Juniors can be one, like the rude type or those who think they're cool until they get screwed upside down. Or, sluts/bitches who behave like they are so damn big or throw themselves at boys like whores. Or, teachers who are ego-istic and biased. OR, just me when i was sec1 and 2. LOL .__. Anti-climax much.
Ah this post is nothing but endless rambling and nonsensical talk, nothing much to see. I'm cranky anyway. Bye.
Quote : You're a pathetic sight.
Lets just talk about the more 'cool' stuff before going down to the heat. Well, school was kinda... okay? Yea it wasn't too tiring and supps ended pretty quickly so yeap i would say the lessons weren't that stressful and all. Tomorrow is not going to be so easy-going though! .__. Practiced for X-factor auditions tomorrow, and i was kinda stressed up cause we had no mics and all and i was worried cause we didn't practice enough. But turns out we were good! :D Although this stupid aunt kept fucking around by asking us to go out of the Auditorium when we were PRACTICING FOR SOMETHING LEGAL. Oh well, fuck tards.
Oh yea, speaking about fuck tards. MY SISTER IS ONE. FUCK YOU DOUCHE BAG. Yea so lets start, i come back. Yea. Then i wanted to bath, she rushes up, tells me to bath in the other toilet, and then when i ask why didn't she bath immediately when she came back like freaking 3+ hours ago, she said 'She didn't wanna'. Like i mean fuck it seriously, what gives her the right to even scold or quarrel back man. Her attitude just sucks its disgusting. Yea so i spent freaking 1 hour quarreling. What the heck. Screw my life man.
But its okay i guess there are pretty many fuck tards in this world. Juniors can be one, like the rude type or those who think they're cool until they get screwed upside down. Or, sluts/bitches who behave like they are so damn big or throw themselves at boys like whores. Or, teachers who are ego-istic and biased. OR, just me when i was sec1 and 2. LOL .__. Anti-climax much.
Ah this post is nothing but endless rambling and nonsensical talk, nothing much to see. I'm cranky anyway. Bye.
Quote : You're a pathetic sight.
10.8.10
Regrettt ):
Hey (:
Well, just came back from 3D class outing, or Half-3D class outing? LOL.... Well alright, i'm damn freaking tired now so i doubt this post would be long or focused.
The outing..... what can i say...? It was kinda... anti-climax?? Like damn freaking boring la fuck .__. Sigh... wasted like my whole day outside doing nothing but cycling, skating and shit. Nothing much to talk about since i'm so damn tired.
I'm still quite sick and my whole body aches and cramps at the slightest strain. Fuck life. Quite emo now LOL. Shall not post more if not i might ramble onto something i didn't wanna say.
Bye.
Quote : Fuck You.
Well, just came back from 3D class outing, or Half-3D class outing? LOL.... Well alright, i'm damn freaking tired now so i doubt this post would be long or focused.
The outing..... what can i say...? It was kinda... anti-climax?? Like damn freaking boring la fuck .__. Sigh... wasted like my whole day outside doing nothing but cycling, skating and shit. Nothing much to talk about since i'm so damn tired.
I'm still quite sick and my whole body aches and cramps at the slightest strain. Fuck life. Quite emo now LOL. Shall not post more if not i might ramble onto something i didn't wanna say.
Bye.
Quote : Fuck You.
9.8.10
Boreddd againnn ): ):
Hellos again heh! :P
Yes i'm damn boreddd ): Just re-watched Ip Man 2. Gosh that show is freaking nice okayy!! :D I wish i could learn Wing Chun!! :D Gonna learn from Aaron after CTs cause he can only teach me then ): HAHA, oh well its damn cool i know bits and bits here and there :D
Anyways, can't wait for class outing tomorrow!! :D I'm sure its going to be crazy mad fun!! :D Hahahahs, right now i don't know if i should sleep early or sleep late cause i'm really not tired and i don't wanna waste the last late night away just like that .__. Hmm... if i post again later i most probably slept late! :P
The nights been pretty cool! (: Ate KFC for dinner just now LOL. .___. It was nice but ya, damn fattening ): LOL. :D Why do holidays have to end so fasttt!!! ): ):
Heh, have nothing else to say! (: Hope the night goes well! :D BYE!! [: [:
Quote : I see.
Yes i'm damn boreddd ): Just re-watched Ip Man 2. Gosh that show is freaking nice okayy!! :D I wish i could learn Wing Chun!! :D Gonna learn from Aaron after CTs cause he can only teach me then ): HAHA, oh well its damn cool i know bits and bits here and there :D
Anyways, can't wait for class outing tomorrow!! :D I'm sure its going to be crazy mad fun!! :D Hahahahs, right now i don't know if i should sleep early or sleep late cause i'm really not tired and i don't wanna waste the last late night away just like that .__. Hmm... if i post again later i most probably slept late! :P
The nights been pretty cool! (: Ate KFC for dinner just now LOL. .___. It was nice but ya, damn fattening ): LOL. :D Why do holidays have to end so fasttt!!! ): ):
Heh, have nothing else to say! (: Hope the night goes well! :D BYE!! [: [:
Quote : I see.
Ahh!!
Hellos (:
Well what can i say?? Today was fun! :D HAHA [: Woke up at like 8+ and checked my messages before going to the toilet :P LOL, its like damn weird laaa i just woke up like that .__. Well, i went back to sleep and when i woke up it was to a text from Cheryl saying "Where are you??". I was like staring at the message blankly before calling her LOL. Turns out they forgot to tell me the timing to meet and they thought they told me LOL. Lame much!! I quickly prep-ed up and rushed off to meet them (:
They had to ask me for help regarding their project work haha so we met at long john silver's and ate there while doing project. Hanging out with my classmates is mad fun man!! Hahahas, We joked a lot apart from doing the project proper and i'm glad to say i helped out a lot! Cheryl is going to treat me something when i ask for it :P LOL. :D And i hope Sarah recovers soon!! :D
Yeap if not i think i shall go slack noww. I don't have anything to do at home, its so boring .___. Well, normal i guess! (: Ahahahs, i shall FIND something to do :P Nothing spectacular happened recently, ahahhas. Theres a class outing tomorrow but at the same time tomorrow is the last day before school reopens and i want it to come but i don't want it to come at the same time! ): Oh god i feel so foolish LOL. .__. I guess i shall end here! Cya all soon!! :D
BYE! [: [:
Quote : Life's been great without you.
Well what can i say?? Today was fun! :D HAHA [: Woke up at like 8+ and checked my messages before going to the toilet :P LOL, its like damn weird laaa i just woke up like that .__. Well, i went back to sleep and when i woke up it was to a text from Cheryl saying "Where are you??". I was like staring at the message blankly before calling her LOL. Turns out they forgot to tell me the timing to meet and they thought they told me LOL. Lame much!! I quickly prep-ed up and rushed off to meet them (:
They had to ask me for help regarding their project work haha so we met at long john silver's and ate there while doing project. Hanging out with my classmates is mad fun man!! Hahahas, We joked a lot apart from doing the project proper and i'm glad to say i helped out a lot! Cheryl is going to treat me something when i ask for it :P LOL. :D And i hope Sarah recovers soon!! :D
Yeap if not i think i shall go slack noww. I don't have anything to do at home, its so boring .___. Well, normal i guess! (: Ahahahs, i shall FIND something to do :P Nothing spectacular happened recently, ahahhas. Theres a class outing tomorrow but at the same time tomorrow is the last day before school reopens and i want it to come but i don't want it to come at the same time! ): Oh god i feel so foolish LOL. .__. I guess i shall end here! Cya all soon!! :D
BYE! [: [:
Quote : Life's been great without you.
8.8.10
Spammmm
Hello! (:
Yes this is like the third post of the day?? LOL. Retarded much?? :P And yea i sound so much better, guess its cause i DO feel better [:
Apparently consort was quite a success. Some guy called Fabian came and the rumors i heard about him were totally not exaggerated he is like imba ttm. LOL. Although i was sick throughout sooooo i felt horribleeeee. Went home and i had to take a long long rest with medications and all. My whole body was burning up and i felt so terrible but now its so much better! :D
Listening to Raps now, Without Me by Eminem. Super niceeeee !! :D I still haven't ate and i want toooo ): ): Sheezzz. Shall get some food for myself later!
Oh well this post is so 'rambly'. :P Ahahahs, shall be off now!!! BYEEE!!! [: [: [:
Quote : The way i want it.
Yes this is like the third post of the day?? LOL. Retarded much?? :P And yea i sound so much better, guess its cause i DO feel better [:
Apparently consort was quite a success. Some guy called Fabian came and the rumors i heard about him were totally not exaggerated he is like imba ttm. LOL. Although i was sick throughout sooooo i felt horribleeeee. Went home and i had to take a long long rest with medications and all. My whole body was burning up and i felt so terrible but now its so much better! :D
Listening to Raps now, Without Me by Eminem. Super niceeeee !! :D I still haven't ate and i want toooo ): ): Sheezzz. Shall get some food for myself later!
Oh well this post is so 'rambly'. :P Ahahahs, shall be off now!!! BYEEE!!! [: [: [:
Quote : The way i want it.
7.8.10
Sick oh my shit.
Hi.
I'm feeling pretty horrible now. Mainly because my whole body is aching and i'm feeling damn heaty. I think its due to lack of sleep and unhealthy food last night. Ah fuck thissss.
So gonna fail at consort later. Not much to post, maybe later. Just wanted to say this.
Bye.
I'm feeling pretty horrible now. Mainly because my whole body is aching and i'm feeling damn heaty. I think its due to lack of sleep and unhealthy food last night. Ah fuck thissss.
So gonna fail at consort later. Not much to post, maybe later. Just wanted to say this.
Bye.
Holidays ROCK!! :D
Hello! (:
Urgh bad start to the post the 'HELLO' portion is slightly lower than it should be!! ): LOL, lame much! :P HAHA :D Yes my mood is kinda great (: But its been tough on my mental self having to shrug off 'stuff' everytime it comes to my mind! .__. Oh well, i'll do it :D Good things come to those who wait (:
Anyways, still at andrew's house and i just bathed and all. Gonna leave at about...1.30 ? Yupyup! :D For Vocal Consort, but i think i'm gonna screw uppp! ): Cause i'm like feeling really heaty now and i have a headache, the type that aches the moment i move my head a lil. ): Life SUCKS!! LOL.
Yeap, and right now i'm gonna do something special for some one! :D Hahahas, cause she did too so its just right since she was there for me when i was down! (: REMEMBER TO READ YOUR MESSAGES!! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERE! :D HAHA [: [:
If not, i guess thats it. I shall be off now, gotta spend my time wisely cause andrew wants the com for himself! LOL, i'm kinda so i shall let :P
Alright, BYE! [: [:
Quote : I won't give up.
Urgh bad start to the post the 'HELLO' portion is slightly lower than it should be!! ): LOL, lame much! :P HAHA :D Yes my mood is kinda great (: But its been tough on my mental self having to shrug off 'stuff' everytime it comes to my mind! .__. Oh well, i'll do it :D Good things come to those who wait (:
Anyways, still at andrew's house and i just bathed and all. Gonna leave at about...1.30 ? Yupyup! :D For Vocal Consort, but i think i'm gonna screw uppp! ): Cause i'm like feeling really heaty now and i have a headache, the type that aches the moment i move my head a lil. ): Life SUCKS!! LOL.
Yeap, and right now i'm gonna do something special for some one! :D Hahahas, cause she did too so its just right since she was there for me when i was down! (: REMEMBER TO READ YOUR MESSAGES!! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERE! :D HAHA [: [:
If not, i guess thats it. I shall be off now, gotta spend my time wisely cause andrew wants the com for himself! LOL, i'm kinda so i shall let :P
Alright, BYE! [: [:
Quote : I won't give up.
Boreddddd ):
Hello (:
Yesshhh i'm at andrew's house nowwww. (: Well, as it seems the night is gonna pass REALLYYYY boringly cause theres really NOTHING to do here. ): Well, once his bro is back i'll have to get off the com and then we'll talk hahas thats cool! (: Staying over yes, and going for consort tomorrow! :D Male chorusss :D
Anyways, things are kinda okay i guess. Although i read 'stuff' i didn't really had that biting feeling (: Hahahs, i guess its getting easier to shrug it off, and eventually let go (: I'll find YOU soon enough ;D
Okay this post is so random! I have no songs to singgggg ): ): ): HAHAH :D Okay, enough rambling :P BYE! :D Glad to see you doing fine (:
Quote : Wow wow wow LOL.
Yesshhh i'm at andrew's house nowwww. (: Well, as it seems the night is gonna pass REALLYYYY boringly cause theres really NOTHING to do here. ): Well, once his bro is back i'll have to get off the com and then we'll talk hahas thats cool! (: Staying over yes, and going for consort tomorrow! :D Male chorusss :D
Anyways, things are kinda okay i guess. Although i read 'stuff' i didn't really had that biting feeling (: Hahahs, i guess its getting easier to shrug it off, and eventually let go (: I'll find YOU soon enough ;D
Okay this post is so random! I have no songs to singgggg ): ): ): HAHAH :D Okay, enough rambling :P BYE! :D Glad to see you doing fine (:
Quote : Wow wow wow LOL.
I'm glad i made that decision (:
Hey (:
Had choir today (: It was kinda...... stressful? And sad to say i think i'm losing motivation... Well, everything is playing odds against me, so its kinda expected..... .__.
Had some fun after choir though, played a lot and had lunch with my friends. Cool people they are, really. (: Going over to andrew's house for the night later and then making my way to SSCC for Male Chorus Consort practice myself at about 2 tomorrow (:
Wonder what i'm going to do till then.... not much i would say. I don't have much to do anyway (: Hahas... yea.... So i guess thats it, actually i might not be going over. I'll see how (:
Yea, i'm really tired now so i think i'll take a rest or do something before deciding (: My dog is running around the house now! His damn cuuuuuuteeee!! :D Hahas [:
Bye (:
Quote : Try to lift my spirits up when theres no point in grieving.
Had choir today (: It was kinda...... stressful? And sad to say i think i'm losing motivation... Well, everything is playing odds against me, so its kinda expected..... .__.
Had some fun after choir though, played a lot and had lunch with my friends. Cool people they are, really. (: Going over to andrew's house for the night later and then making my way to SSCC for Male Chorus Consort practice myself at about 2 tomorrow (:
Wonder what i'm going to do till then.... not much i would say. I don't have much to do anyway (: Hahas... yea.... So i guess thats it, actually i might not be going over. I'll see how (:
Yea, i'm really tired now so i think i'll take a rest or do something before deciding (: My dog is running around the house now! His damn cuuuuuuteeee!! :D Hahas [:
Bye (:
Quote : Try to lift my spirits up when theres no point in grieving.
5.8.10
YES ! :D
Hahahs hello! :D
Today was kinda awesome! (: Except tiring BUT still awesome! :D The holidays are GOING to be awesome anyways!! (: So anyways, the day started off with a rush to the toilet to change LOLOL. I came kinda late and everyone was already changed and preped up. :P Serves me right! When i got into my costume i was drenched in sweat! ): But still, we started with Warm-Ups. :D The performance at NEA was great fun HAHA! (: And Shafiqah is super cute! :P LOL. :D No i'm NOT a pedo heh [:
Had order lunch back in school and it was a really good meal. Stayed there for quite some time. Was kinda stagnant after that cause i had no one to go out with and all ): ): HAHA :D But its okay soon!! :D Theres one outing next week!! :D
This post is so damn disjointed .___. Oh well, i don't have any important or 'nice' to talk about stuff to post so i guess thats why!! (: Shall be off nowwww, and i shall wish you happy birthday this week!! :P HAHAA :D AND a message don't forget :P
BYE! [:
Today was kinda awesome! (: Except tiring BUT still awesome! :D The holidays are GOING to be awesome anyways!! (: So anyways, the day started off with a rush to the toilet to change LOLOL. I came kinda late and everyone was already changed and preped up. :P Serves me right! When i got into my costume i was drenched in sweat! ): But still, we started with Warm-Ups. :D The performance at NEA was great fun HAHA! (: And Shafiqah is super cute! :P LOL. :D No i'm NOT a pedo heh [:
Had order lunch back in school and it was a really good meal. Stayed there for quite some time. Was kinda stagnant after that cause i had no one to go out with and all ): ): HAHA :D But its okay soon!! :D Theres one outing next week!! :D
This post is so damn disjointed .___. Oh well, i don't have any important or 'nice' to talk about stuff to post so i guess thats why!! (: Shall be off nowwww, and i shall wish you happy birthday this week!! :P HAHAA :D AND a message don't forget :P
BYE! [:
Lets move on. No more playing.
Hello (:
Well, what can i say? Today was kinda awesome :D Hahahahs, i didn't go for voice. I had NO voice anyways and if i went i would probably screw up and that kinda shit and i was so damn tired so yup. Makes sense if i don't go (:
Lessons were average. Theres not much things to post about this few days, but i guess over the ND hols there will be plenty (: Theres an outing next week so yipee!! :D Hahahas, and after school was great!! :D
Apart from so many things to say, i guess thats all :P LOL, that was freaking anti-climax i know :P Anyways, tomorrow is NEA performance! Hope we don't screw up (: And hope the sec1s in school do us proud! (:
To A Friend : Hey bro, it was really depressing to see you the way you were in school just now. Yea i understand how you feel, trust me, i do. But we've all got ups and downs right? And if we are here, did we let it take us down? (: No we didn't, we moved on. I have ups and downs, a share that you probably wouldn't know much of it since i didn't tell you. But bro, don't let your emotions control you. Just think through, see this world in different angles and perspectives. You'll find the solution out, i've done all i can to help you. All i can say now is, goodluck to the performance (: You guys can do it, i believe you guys can. (:
Right, thats all! :D BYE! [: [:
Quote : An empty street, an empty house.
Well, what can i say? Today was kinda awesome :D Hahahahs, i didn't go for voice. I had NO voice anyways and if i went i would probably screw up and that kinda shit and i was so damn tired so yup. Makes sense if i don't go (:
Lessons were average. Theres not much things to post about this few days, but i guess over the ND hols there will be plenty (: Theres an outing next week so yipee!! :D Hahahas, and after school was great!! :D
Apart from so many things to say, i guess thats all :P LOL, that was freaking anti-climax i know :P Anyways, tomorrow is NEA performance! Hope we don't screw up (: And hope the sec1s in school do us proud! (:
To A Friend : Hey bro, it was really depressing to see you the way you were in school just now. Yea i understand how you feel, trust me, i do. But we've all got ups and downs right? And if we are here, did we let it take us down? (: No we didn't, we moved on. I have ups and downs, a share that you probably wouldn't know much of it since i didn't tell you. But bro, don't let your emotions control you. Just think through, see this world in different angles and perspectives. You'll find the solution out, i've done all i can to help you. All i can say now is, goodluck to the performance (: You guys can do it, i believe you guys can. (:
Right, thats all! :D BYE! [: [:
Quote : An empty street, an empty house.
4.8.10
Tell me why?
Hey. (:
Lets make this post a systematic one. Lets begin with school. (: Was kinda fun, the last 1 hour of assembly was used for some mass debating session and it was damn cool. Had good laughs and lots of fun. Well, it was definitely a nice trade in exchange for boring and tiresome lessons all day? Hahas... Stayed back after school for choir rehearsals and supplementaries. Screwed my SS test with an awesome 11/24. Woots. And my E math barely scraped an A2, 17/25. Pathetic, my studies are dropping real fast. And i'm not having the mood to do anything about it. Tomorrow there is a physics test, awesome.
Oh well, life's been pretty fucked up as usual. Just when i thought the days were getting better something else comes to bug me... heh. I guess its all fated uh? Turns out like that, oh well.
Bye.
Lets make this post a systematic one. Lets begin with school. (: Was kinda fun, the last 1 hour of assembly was used for some mass debating session and it was damn cool. Had good laughs and lots of fun. Well, it was definitely a nice trade in exchange for boring and tiresome lessons all day? Hahas... Stayed back after school for choir rehearsals and supplementaries. Screwed my SS test with an awesome 11/24. Woots. And my E math barely scraped an A2, 17/25. Pathetic, my studies are dropping real fast. And i'm not having the mood to do anything about it. Tomorrow there is a physics test, awesome.
Oh well, life's been pretty fucked up as usual. Just when i thought the days were getting better something else comes to bug me... heh. I guess its all fated uh? Turns out like that, oh well.
Bye.
3.8.10
Fantastic
Confused.
Today was stupid. Well, 'cept for after-curriculum time. Had lessons as per normal, and i guess everything went okay. Well, i was 'isolated' for Geog class, and sadly to say that is my permanent seat LOL. Oh well, i really DID focus a lot more and absorbed much more so i guess that was good. The cold kept me on my toes! Hahas (: Figuratively. (:
Anyways, after school was kinda cool. Well, choir was uhm... okay-ish, i guess? Not much of a success since everyone was tired and i couldn't do much cause i was feeling really horrible. My voice is screwed, and seriously it fucking sucks. For so damn long already. Damn it. Oh well, like i've said many times before, nothing's new.
Went to take a look at the sec1s doing their NDP rehearsal. Gotta say i'm really proud of them guys, the effort the sec2 leaders and sec1 troupe performers are putting in to the rehearsals. Although you guys really lack energy !! HAHA (: I hope they do well, make us proud, although honestly the amount of effort put in has already made us proud (: Good job guys, well done (:
Anyways, i think i shall end here. Celebrating my dad's b'day tonight, so yipee..? (: hahas, don't know la nothing makes me very happy anymore. Oh well, bye.
Today was stupid. Well, 'cept for after-curriculum time. Had lessons as per normal, and i guess everything went okay. Well, i was 'isolated' for Geog class, and sadly to say that is my permanent seat LOL. Oh well, i really DID focus a lot more and absorbed much more so i guess that was good. The cold kept me on my toes! Hahas (: Figuratively. (:
Anyways, after school was kinda cool. Well, choir was uhm... okay-ish, i guess? Not much of a success since everyone was tired and i couldn't do much cause i was feeling really horrible. My voice is screwed, and seriously it fucking sucks. For so damn long already. Damn it. Oh well, like i've said many times before, nothing's new.
Went to take a look at the sec1s doing their NDP rehearsal. Gotta say i'm really proud of them guys, the effort the sec2 leaders and sec1 troupe performers are putting in to the rehearsals. Although you guys really lack energy !! HAHA (: I hope they do well, make us proud, although honestly the amount of effort put in has already made us proud (: Good job guys, well done (:
Anyways, i think i shall end here. Celebrating my dad's b'day tonight, so yipee..? (: hahas, don't know la nothing makes me very happy anymore. Oh well, bye.
Quote : Lose yourself.
2.8.10
Screwed.
My throat fucking hurts.
Going to sleep soon, posting cause i've been on the com for super long doing practically nothing. Yea, i wasted my night away rotting my ass off. And this time round its more fucked up cause i have no songs to sing, sang all that i knew. God shit this.
And i'm damn bloody sick. I have a terrible sore throat, cough and headache. My body hurts and aches like crazy and i'm mentally breaking down. I feel HORRIBLE. Like anyone gives a fuck la god damn it. I want to go to school and chill out with friends, not have more work fucked onto me. God damn it.
I can swear until i die man. Fuck my life. Fuck it seriously. Fuck. Bye.
Sing this : Lights Off.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yV4gKbfk34
Going to sleep soon, posting cause i've been on the com for super long doing practically nothing. Yea, i wasted my night away rotting my ass off. And this time round its more fucked up cause i have no songs to sing, sang all that i knew. God shit this.
And i'm damn bloody sick. I have a terrible sore throat, cough and headache. My body hurts and aches like crazy and i'm mentally breaking down. I feel HORRIBLE. Like anyone gives a fuck la god damn it. I want to go to school and chill out with friends, not have more work fucked onto me. God damn it.
I can swear until i die man. Fuck my life. Fuck it seriously. Fuck. Bye.
Sing this : Lights Off.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yV4gKbfk34
And i have to wish you well this way.
Hey (:
Hmm.. not a good day. .__. Well, woke up at andrew's house and we made our way to school together, Didn't eat any breakfast cause we overslept.. .__. Oh well. Was freaking cold in the bus, surprisingly. Split off after we walked into school. I had to lug 2 bags to school so screw that. And i was having a bad headache for the entire day, sat for an A math test that way. So gonna flunk it, together with my already fucked life. Oh, whats new?
Not much mood to post, guess i shall either go listen to music or just rest my tired self. Long rehearsal tomorrow, kinda good though (: Get to skip lessons and a Physics Test. Yipee! (:
Yup, that was so damn lame (: Bye.
Quote : Kiss you goodbye.
Hmm.. not a good day. .__. Well, woke up at andrew's house and we made our way to school together, Didn't eat any breakfast cause we overslept.. .__. Oh well. Was freaking cold in the bus, surprisingly. Split off after we walked into school. I had to lug 2 bags to school so screw that. And i was having a bad headache for the entire day, sat for an A math test that way. So gonna flunk it, together with my already fucked life. Oh, whats new?
Not much mood to post, guess i shall either go listen to music or just rest my tired self. Long rehearsal tomorrow, kinda good though (: Get to skip lessons and a Physics Test. Yipee! (:
Yup, that was so damn lame (: Bye.
Quote : Kiss you goodbye.
1.8.10
My own words.
Confusion and depression.
Hey. Second post for the day, and i guess this blog is getting so damn draggy with all the hulla haboo emo-ish posts. What to do? It kinda helps a little, the way this blog lifts the weight off slightly.
Going over to Andrew's house again tonight, sleeping over. Wonder what we're going to do apart from studying, hahas. Its not going to be a long night anyway. So, i guess its study, chat and play PSP.
Sigh. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Don't feel like doing shit. Just want to lie back, relax and just.... think. Life is still horridly.... blatant. Everything is so direct as it comes. I feel oppressed.
Oh well, enough moaning. I guess i shall go and rest now. Post tomorrow. Bye.
Quote : Cruel love.
Hey. Second post for the day, and i guess this blog is getting so damn draggy with all the hulla haboo emo-ish posts. What to do? It kinda helps a little, the way this blog lifts the weight off slightly.
Going over to Andrew's house again tonight, sleeping over. Wonder what we're going to do apart from studying, hahas. Its not going to be a long night anyway. So, i guess its study, chat and play PSP.
Sigh. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Don't feel like doing shit. Just want to lie back, relax and just.... think. Life is still horridly.... blatant. Everything is so direct as it comes. I feel oppressed.
Oh well, enough moaning. I guess i shall go and rest now. Post tomorrow. Bye.
Quote : Cruel love.
Yea... its my life.
Hey.
Today was kinda cool. Well, i spent most of my time last night and this afternoon at Andrew's house. Great fun, hahas. I wish we didn't have school and all that shit and i could just do whatever i want all day long. Well, people do have wishes. Unfortunately, most of them don't come true.
School re-opens tomorrow straight with an A math level test. Fantastic. I haven't studied, gonna stay over at andrew's house again to study. Then go to school with him heh. Well, beats staying at home. All i do is quarrel with my parents or get depressed and down. Teared again just now.
Sigh, guess things won't buck up. I miss you so.
Eminem's rap, something to appreciate : When I'm Gone
Yea, its my life. My own words i guess.
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
Yea... <3
Today was kinda cool. Well, i spent most of my time last night and this afternoon at Andrew's house. Great fun, hahas. I wish we didn't have school and all that shit and i could just do whatever i want all day long. Well, people do have wishes. Unfortunately, most of them don't come true.
School re-opens tomorrow straight with an A math level test. Fantastic. I haven't studied, gonna stay over at andrew's house again to study. Then go to school with him heh. Well, beats staying at home. All i do is quarrel with my parents or get depressed and down. Teared again just now.
Sigh, guess things won't buck up. I miss you so.
Eminem's rap, something to appreciate : When I'm Gone
Yea, its my life. My own words i guess.
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
Yea... <3
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