Its time to do this.

Heyyyy :D

Hahas, i think i'm finally getting into the studying mood like FINALLY!!! :P   I told myself that i was not going to stand any chance of scoring for anything if i didn't so i did!! :D Well, i sort of planned a organiser for myself. I wrote out the timings and dates for my stream papers only, then placed a checkbox beside each one so i know that its finished and i can focus on the rest (:  Then i wrote out what i needed to study and by WHEN and then placed checkbox-s beside them too so i can mark off the ones i'm done with :D hahas, lets hope everything works out fine (:
Anyways, away from that. Today was Great, really. I think i really need to be even MORE understanding that how i'm like now, yeah i mean i already am super understanding, but i think i can be even MORE understanding, for my Baby's sake, i will be (:  Yea, but i'm kind of worried for her now because she is like super tired hahas...hope she listens to me and sleeps early!!! :D
I might not be posting everyday anymore until my Mid-Years are over ( 14 may ) which by then i will be super crazy LOL. But ya, so don't expect frequent posts anymore!!! :P
If not, i'm off for today!! :D

Byezz and Nights!!!! :D

My cupcake, i really love you so much, and for you, i will change anything, do anything, just to give you happiness. My baby sweetheart, i love you! (: ♥♥♥

HAPPPPYYY :D:D:D:D:D

HI HI HI HI HI !!!! :D:D:D:D:D

HAHAHAs, i'm super happy today!! :D Hehe, thanks to baby :D:D But to be honest, i'm kinda tired as well, but i'm okay hahas thats why i'm not asleep yet :P Maybe a little later then i sleep alr :D Ya, but today at school was awesome goodnessssss :D:D:D:D:D
Its like almost everything went smooth and cool!!! :D  Hahahas, i failed to buy green tea for Darling eh!!! ): Never-mind, tomorrow :P :P :P
Then after school was great tooooo :P Especially from 4-4.20+ :P HAAH :D

But anws, next section of the post is dedicated to my Baby, readers may skip it. :D My baby, my happiness depends on you. That which pleases you gives me life. That which displeases you kills me. If you sigh, i sigh too. If you mourn, i mourn too. If you do not have joy, i will not have it too. But when you smile, my heart glows. And when you are happy, my life feels full and whole. For when you are with me, everything is perfect (: My darling, i love you :D ♥♥♥ NIGHTS!! :D 
My sweetheart beloved, may that passage above stay within your heart forever, just like how my love will (: ♥♥

Baby rocks!!! :D ♥

Heyyzz :D

Today was great  :D:D Again met with Darling and walked with her to assembly hahas. :D Soon i shall stop posting about this because it is become a norm and i do not feel the need to further elaborate on this issue despite the fact that it brings me great joy. :P :P :P :P Crap much :P HAHA LOL.
But anywayzzz, we witnessed the public apology of 3 girls today.... i feel kind of sad for them,but pissed too la. i mean, one after another?? Ya... it should stop. Our cohort's reputation is going to be tarnished like this. And the big issue, VT cried. LOL, rather he ALMOST cried. Yea, shows how much its affecting them already. hahas (:
Ya ya then something sad happened today la, but its over nowwww so yaaaa :D Baby cheered me up!!! :P :D:D
I LOVE YOU :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
And we had a great talk just now!!! :D:D:D:D But i needa go do work and eat now :D  So post next time :D
MYEs coming.... ): LOL.

Byeeezzz :D:D:D

My dearest(: You have always been so so sweet to me, i really love you so much and i will promise my forever to you. (:   My darling baby, i love you (: ♥♥♥

Patience is a Virtue!! :D

Hey-lowzzz :D

Today was GREAT!!! :D Hahahas, but i'm kinda tired now so it won't be a long post! :P
Well, i hardly got to see Baby today so that was one MAJOR setback ): ): Hahas, but thats becoming a Norm for me since shes always so busy, so i understand and cooperate :D:D Which is what makes her so happy with me :P LOL, bhb much? :P Then then then i got back my SS and History and i screwed SS!!! ): Both never study, i only managed to get a B for History urgh .__. MYE = buck up much. Which apparently i'm NOT doing that ):  I don't have the mood eh!!!! But ya, have to la :D  kay, enough rambling :P
Happy things was meeting baby in the morning! :D walking with her to the assembly parade! :D And seeing her during her PE! :D Hahahahs, i love you so much baby!!! :D
Thats all for tonight (:  Post some other time! :D

Byez and Goodnights! :D

My Baby(: I always mean everything that i do :D I will never leave you, i love you so much darling (: ♥

MYEs comingggggg ):

Hellooozz :D

Yesyes hello thr :D hahahas, today was a generally good day lah.(: Started with the day with a meeting at benches with Darling :D:D:D:D:D Was SO happy to see her after the long wait over the weekends la gosh! :P I LOVE YOU BABY :D hahas, yea then after that we split off for assembly.... during FT, Ms Nani told me about my ss test ( screwed it cause i didn't study ) and asked me about my relationships with others ( apparently hinting to something -.- ). So i just played along HAHA :P  Then it was PE, didn't have a good time cause i couldn't focus...was distracted by stuff. hahas. (: But nvm its over :D  Then after that, i had Chinese which was a boring lesson of Formal Letter Writing lecture LOL. Well, survived because my dear cheered up :D Was happy to see her during recess too!!! :P Bought green tea for her as usual :P  After recess was CE, apparently halfway through my Camera ran out of batt like wtf since my mum just changed it la gosh! ): ): Yea, so i didn't take any photos....i shouldn't have picked Digital Photog man. LOL. But ya. picked so i have to live with it.): LOL. Then SS....Pure Geog.... well, both sucked much? yea. Because of how worried i was about Darling, all the way till AFTER math supps ( 4+ ) then i cheered up after she told me what happened and we talked about it hahas. (: Then we met after school and had a great time :P
After that was home, i studied..and now i'm slacking hahas :P I'm scared for MYEs leh gosh.... wonder if i can make it....humans especially. HOPE SO :P Just have to work hard la! (:
But now, i'm hoping Darling can come online so i can talk to her, if not its nighty-nights for me and i'll see her tomorrow so NO WORRIES :D:D:D:D:D Post next time! :D

Bye and goodnights! :D

My Baby(: You are the reason why i'm happy, never blame yourself for something you didn't do wrong, whatever troubles you tell me, whether or not i'll be upset. My Darling, i really love you so much.(: ♥♥

Hellloo :D

Hieezz :D

Wow, let me tell you guys i'm super stressed up now manzxczxc!!!! I mean, not that my mood is affected or anything but my work-load is retarded!! I think they are loading with us with equal amount of work to Sec 4s la gosh! And plus, the work is FREAKING difficult OMG. Sigh..... I don't want to do this anymore mannn, if not for something in my life, i think i would have collapsed now sigh.... But anyways, i'm just rambling to vent out my frustration HAHA. I'm perfectly fine so don't worry ( especially you :) ♥ )
Shall resume my Chemistry paper now, and i'm NOT gonna do anything else after that LOL. Perhaps when school reopens la. (:
But today was still great ( except for morning ) because i had a great talk with my Baby :D:D:D:D:D YAY BABY ROCKSSSSS I LOVE YOUUUUUU :D:D:D:D:D ♥♥♥ 
Hahas, okay that was retarded :P

Bye and goodnight!!! :D

My dear(: I really love you so much, can't imagine life without you now. :D I love you my baby darling (: ♥

I'm Confused

Hey...(:
Yeah, this post is early. Well, maybe because the incident occurred early, and my mood is greatly affected by it.... I don't know how to say it, its like i wonder why i'm always not there, why is it that whenever something happens i just don't know a shit. Why is it that everything she suffers, is indirectly caused by me. What the hell is wrong with me la, like what the fuck man. I promised her not to blame myself, but this time its just so hard. At the timing in the night she was getting scolded, i was PLAYING GAMES. Yes, i didn't know because no one told me, but i was still doing that. So what if i write sweet letters? Post sweet messages? Do stuff to make her happy? Make her smile? In the end, her tears rolled because of me, her frowns come about sometimes because of me as well. And every one of this sadness that she has to endure, i breakdown. I can manage if it isn't serious, but if she cries, i just can't bring myself to accept that i wasn't there for her. I feel useless, despite her telling me not to blame myself, that it wasn't my fault because i didn't know. I'm on the verge of hating myself now, and when i do i don't do anything pleasant. I just hope i won't come down to that state, perhaps i need a talk with her...later. I don't want to hate myself, i don't want to blame myself, but some one give me a reason not to. Darling, give me a reason not to. I love you.

Bye readers, (:

I'm sorry to be like this, really.really, sorry. Love will pull my through, you will pull me through, i'm sure. Dear, I love you.(:

Being Me for You

Hieeezzzz :D
Today was GREAT! :D Well, for me at least hahas. I started off the day with a 7.00am alarm saying 'text Baby about MEP' LOL. Yea, so i did. :D Well, i practically woke up earlier by 2 hours just to text her and brighten up her depressing and workload-ed day. i'm great! :P Hehe, okay that was a whole load of crap.....
But anyways, i had Chemistry lessons in the morning from 10.30-12.30 and it was freakingggg funnehhhh :P Mr Tan Kee Hoe ROCKS! :D Yea, thats IF you bother impressing him :P Also, within that 2 hours i did something sweet for my Baby toooo!!! :D (Which she will only know on Monday) :P Suspense much? :D  Hahas, then i went home when my parents came. So the day went blabla on.....had several calls with my Darling up till now!!! :D But i still miss her baddlyyyy ): ): ): ): Yea,hahas :D Again, rambling :P
I'm talking to her online now! So since i have nothing else to blog about, i shall go off! :D

Byezz, and have a goodnight! :D

Things just never go wrong with you my dear, i love you (: ♥

Just for you, my beloved (: ♥

For you, my sweetest baby, my darling deardear (: ♥ ♥ ♥  ♥ My Dear Beloved,  ♥♥♥
                                It has been so long since we got to spend time like today, and i really felt that today was awesome, super awesome. Thank you so much for spending time with me today darling, i really appreciate it a lot a lot a lot :D On another note, i'm really sorry for constantly getting troubled and all.....but i promised you never to blame myself right?(: When i was troubled, it was not because i was blaming myself. Whatever i promised you darling, i will never break it. I swear. (:
                                 Anyways, enough of rambling and all. I want to tell you, that this three weeks with you have been the best thing that has ever happened to me. Despite all the negative stuff that happened, we stayed strong for each other and we never fail to make each other happy. We will last forever, whether or not people like it and no matter what happens. Because i love you, and you love me.(:
                                 We are as one baby, in a moment of reality. And it will be everlasting, because you will always be mine, and i will always be yours. You will always be my baby. (: ♥♥♥  I never want to lose you,  because you're everything to me.(:  And i, will never ever hurt you, will never ever lose you, cause my whole heart is with you, if you would show me the way to yours, i will forever bring happiness to you, Forever.♥♥♥ With you, nothing to me is impossible, With Love, nothing to me is impossible. Two, is better than one.(: Love me, Love you. (: ♥♥♥
                                 Never seperate, forever. (: ♥♥♥
Yours with love and sweetness,
Samuel -- The Love of Your Life. (: ♥♥♥

Dearest baby, never will i love another as how i love you.(: ♥♥♥

THANK YOU!!!! :D

Hiiieeezzz :D
Heh, i'm sorry for that just now!!! hahahas, was affected by something....but i'm over it already :D And i'm damn happy now thanks you my Baby :D:D:D Had an awesome talk just now with her and that cheered me up a lot!!! :D
Well so far today has been great laa hahas :D But the sad news is, i got tons of work to do....):  so ya, have to slog it finish tonight...haizzzzz .__.   We are like sec 3 now but they treat us like sec 4s la gosh. I think we are as stressed as them please!!! Maybe less tests and supplementaries only LOL.
But anyways, gotta go for dinner now then do work!! :D

Till next time peeepss, cya!! BYE :D

My baby, my darling :D With each other, we are better than perfect (: I love you so much my beloved sweetheart :D ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

What is wrong with me....

Hi guys(:
Um, not much to say today. Don't really have the mood to post so ya, just....i feel very failure? ya. .__.
Hahas, its not the first time so nevermind.

Yea, i guess thats it for today....
Bye.

Im sorry baby, i guess i'm just a failure...love you. ♥ (:

♥~ To you, sweetie (: ~♥

Dedicated to my beloved Darling :D ♥ ♥ ♥   ♥

Dear Baby,
                  I know today has been a hard day for you, having to worry about me and not being able to see me to comfort me or anything. I couldn't help but feel sorry for making you feel that way. I didn't manage to cheer you up initially too....for that, i'm terribly sorry my dear. But i just want to let you know that whatever was bugging me, i have gotten over it. Furthermore, my exhaustion played a huge part in me being stressed up, that is why i couldn't cheer up for you. I'm sorry again....but whatever it is, it is just my feelings and they are not as important as you (:
                   I want to let you know, that even if it means making everyone hate me or be annoyed at me, i will still love you. That even if it means having to change into a goodie-two-shoes, i will do it for you. Even if it means doing everything i would never have done before, i will do it. This is because i love you so much. I apologize for the lost of your friends, i apologize for the times i made you worried, i apologized for the tiny little bits of wrong mindsets that i bottled up ( thought over but still admitted it to you ), but i promise. I promise that i will never let such stuff affect the both of us ever again, :D 
                  Again, i say. You are my sunshine, You are my all, You are my everything. When this three elements don't smile or begin to frown, i will be so,so depressed. I ask that you will smile for me, just like how i will smile for you. And with a promise that i will always hold your hand and bring joy to you like no one else can, we will love each other forever and be together forever (:  
                  Dearest beloved, i love you (: ♥

Yours lovingly and sincerely,
Samuel--- Deardear (: ♥


Beloved baby(: My love for you runs like a river that will never stop. ♥ (: I,Love,You. :D ♥

Good to know!! Sad to find out ):

Hellooooozzzz :D
Heh today was grreaaatttt :D RIGHT from the start (: <3  As usual, met my Darling at the benches to talk crappp. She almost forgot to give me the letter LOL. but she did!! And it was suuuuper sweeeeet :D Glad i did mine before she did LOL! But ya, I LOVE YOU DARLING :D <3  Then we went off for assembly and continued the normal Tuesday routine.....Recess :D I got to see my Darling again and i was super happy :D I returned her my reply to her letter tooo :P Yea,but we don't eat together during recess because some of her friends find it weird. (: Well, i don't want to demand or complain too much so i just give in and understand la ! :D Hahahas, so after recess i went past Darling's classroom to seee her (: <3  Then continued the second half of the day..... After school. I attempted the A Math paper and i so regretted missing it!!! ): I could have scored like above 20/25 ??? And now its extrapolated and i will have to deal with a miserable A2 ): ): ): !!! But oh well! its over :D Then had Chem Test, i think i can score around above 40 upon 50?? :D:D:D HAHAHAS, so happy larzxhzxczx :P Then, Physics marks i scored 77/100 thats satisfying for me! :P Of course, i will do better next time :P hehe..... but ya. LOL.
Went home after Physics supplementary and i'm slacking at home now :D Shall wait for my Baby to finish her tuition and once shes free, she will call!! :D Yeaaaa,then i can talk to her so thats awesome ttm :D

I am in a good mood now :D:D:D:D:D Post later or next time!
BYEZZZ :D:D:D:D

My beloved, baby (: It has never been the same with you, With you, my smiles are guaranteed. For you, my love will always be sweet :D <3

My Resolve is Set

Hello :D Right first things first, the people ( you know who you are ) who are reading this post now, believe me im no longer INTERESTED in bothering about you guys anymore la huh? And furthermore, look ah. For ALL the seniors who HATE me, DESPISE me, DUN LIKE me, without ppl telling me i alr KNOW who are you guys. Jus remember this >> I tried my best to give you ppl respect, and all that. I told you guys how BASTARD i was last time, and how i have changed. Perhaps think, what gives you the right to hate or anything if you dun even know how i was like last time? Condemning, is not something that can be done so easily. Freedom of speech isit? Fine by me, i have mine too. But yet im never gonna scold you guys anymore, im letting up my freedom of speech on my blog. I hope that PLEASES the whole lot of you MUCH more. You guys can continue commenting, but im never gonna care anymore. Its childish, petty, jealousy, and envy which NONE of it are GOOD things for me to behave like. If you think you all are right, okay nvm. i mean i cant say you are wrong right? (: Ya, so you guys can continue la huh? This just separates us with a line called Maturity. This will also separate us with a line called Change and Respect. This will lastly separate us with a line called Acknowledgement of the Truth. Enough said, if you have comments. seriously keep it to yourselves or your small lil groups of rumor spreading. Dun even lemme hear it, whether or not you intended to. This is my resolve, and my message to you ppl.  
Other than that, today was a great day with Baby :D:D:D

Dearest(: I love you, for you , i have set my resolve straight.:D &<3

Deciding is hard

Hey, (:
Well, im very disappointed in some ppl la huh? (:  And really, dun blame the one who told me, blame urself. And the person who told me, pls jus admit if you played a part in the comments. And dun get pissed at her, you dun have any right. (:  I know who you are alr, pls dun regret. You brought it upon urself, i find it funny.
In anycase, not gonna post much today.

Bye.

Dear(: im sorry for being like this, i hope you dun get overly upset about this (: I love you, no.mat.ter.what.<3(:

Refreshed

Hello Good morning :D
Sorry for the depressing and offensive post last night, i was venting out what i had to say to those B******s. But oh well, i kinda figured this.... You see, they are pathetic-ly childish to be saying those stuff, by entertaining them im being as childish as them. So i rather not care, plus seeing how happy my Baby was last night after i cheered her up, i cant bear to make her sad again. So thats all, im not gonna bother UNLESS they come and find me cuz they got offended ^^
Anws anws anwsssss, im slacking again as usual but im waiting for my parents to buy my lunch back THEN go out for Consort practices. Hope it turns out well..... I want Adyll to come!!!!! Then i dun needa teach OMGGGGG. ): ): ): ): ):  BUTTTT, i wanna singgggg :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
And i hope Baby's Speech at church is going well!!!!! JIAYOU BABYYY :D:D:D:D:D <3
Anws, shall continue waiting, hope the day goes smooth for meeee. AND AND btw, I got this AWESOME new Casio watch, AWESOME new MYUK wallet, AWESOME new pair of converse school shoes AND AWESOME new pair of converse casual shoes OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! :D:D:D:D:D
Okay, im learning from my Baby how to ramble :P
Byeeeezxzxcxcz :D

My dear (: Nothing has been sweeter than being with you, I love you darling (: <3

Read this, Bastards.

First things first, i am not an impatient person. When the time comes to accept that i did something wrong, i will accept it. For instance, on 15/4/10 Thursday at 2.20 pm.  I pissed Muhammed Khidir ( pardon me for wrong spelling) from my class off. Well, he got so pissed he started pummeling me. I didnt retaliate, i kept apologising and let him hit me. I knew i was in the wrong, i swallowed my Ego and ate the punishment. Well, maybe at least ONE of you motherfuckers should learn BASIC respect and human etiquette.
Comment, talk, gossip, spread fuckup rumors. Is that all you one time chibais can do??  Is that all you stupid idiots can do? You cant use that god damn-ed mouth of yours properly right? You need sombody to come and SCOTCH TAPE IT UP For you right?? You know what?? Grab a FUCKING DICK, AND SHUFF IT IN YOUR MOTHERFUCKING ASS-s you stupid BITCHES. Who gave you the right to comment? Who gave you the right to dislike ANYTHING im doing? You know how fucking childish you idiots are? You know stupid you all are?? What not happy that shes older than me? What im together with her becuz shes pretty? What she dun put things on her blog about what im doing means she doesnt love me? What i put then very mushy? You think its irritating then DUN READ. FUCK OFF. DUN READ. FUCKING CHIBAI. go and MASTURBATE in the FUCKING toilet and bleed internally for all i care. You ppl have NO mother, NO father, NO family teachings. You only know how to shoot your mouth off for nothing. Dun learn your lesson the first time around right? DUN REGRET WHEN I FIND OUT WHO YOU FUCKERS ARE. YOU WILL DIE.

HAPPEHHHH!!!!!! :D

HIII LOOOZZZZZZ :D:D:D:D:D
HAHAHAs, omg im like so happy today laaaaa!!!!! :D:D:D Well it was a generally good day for meeeee hehe :P
Kayzxczx, started off with a meeting with Baby at the benches again, had a great talk!! :D Then, went through the boring procedure of crap lessons and stuff like that..... LOL. :P Then i went to collect Laundry Money and wait till 2.30 for Sec1 Welcome Party to start :P All this well, my baby had to spend her time in Supps and taking a english retest ): ): ): ): Well but nvmsss!!!!! :P Im so understanding so i dun mind hahahahs :D <3  LOVE YOUUUUUUUU SWEETTIIEEEEE :D:D:D:D:D:D:D <3!!!
Okay then, Darling came after her test finished so we spent some time during the welcome party too :D Then after that, we met at another benches area and had GREAT time thr :D:D:D:D: THANK YOU DARLING!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHH :D:D:D
Then, we both went home and Darling had tuition ( apparently she had a great time which is good :D ) and i slacked off the whole day waiting for my Darling to call meeee :D We had another fantastic talk jus nowww, :D AWESOME MUCH!!!!! :P
So yea, shall continue chatting with my Baby on msn nowwwww :D
Next time~~~~

Dearest Darling(: Entrust your happiness and life to me, and in my hands, i will shape it with you, Together, just the two of us hand in hand, loving each other foreverrrrrr (: I LOVE YOU BABY :D <3

GREAT DAY!! :D

Hehhhlooooozzzzz :D:D:D:D:D
Hahahahas, today was generally Good :D Started off the day waking up late LOL. So i rushed quite a bit, and i didnt sms my Baby on time. So i kinda got her worried .__.  SORRY DARLING!!!! :D <3 Muackzxc!! :D Yupyup, then went off to schoollll~~~to meet Darlinggg for a short while and passed her a very very sweet note of mine :P So we started off the BORING PART of the day with a public Caning of a person from my cohort, Apparently he is a repeated offender of stealing and smoking and this time, he stole 100 bucks or so from 2 of my friends. Quite pathetic, hope he learns his lesson. I heard details that the teachers discussed his punishment to 1 stroke, very hard. He practically limped off stage....sad. BUT anws, before that was a short math lecture on the origin of the Pythagoras Theorem LOL. SUPER CHIM TTM. LOL. But i got it :P And it was super sudden, Math---Caning. LOL. Yea so, had physics after that :D Lesson was pretty okay, then i had to run back to class to take books and back down to Chem Lab(fast, with a huge bruise near my knee)so as to not be late. Nevertheless, i was because evryone rushed down LOL. Then TKH said , " Samuel, you suddenly pregnant alr isit?" LOL. Lame much :P:P:P
Then went for recessss and met darling again YAY YAY YAY :D Darling is suuuuuu beautiful, my beautiful baby :D:D:D <3 HAHAHA :D
Then had Amath ( logarithms ROCKS!!!) and then English THEN Chinese and the day ended :D
Had ANOTHER short while with my baby and it was great tooooo!!!! :D Hahas, i find everything with her great la :P
Yea,then had situational writing test, rushed down to meet darling again :D Then i had to go off for Voice class. Kuek gave me 3 more Belcanto Style songsssss, LOL. Learnt all, he kept emphasising on me needing to give a deeper tone. Guess i have to work on it......
AND MY MID-YEARS ): ): ): ):
But anws, home now am gonna bath then wait for Darling Baby's tuition to end so she can callllll :D:D:D:D!!!!
Today was an interesting day indeed :P

Life without you, is nothing more than a hollow entity. You bring love into my life that no one can bring for me.
Dear,(: I Love You. <3 :)

Its about time.

Heyyyy  :D
Today was SUPER tiring for me, i haven bathed am eating now hahahhas tooo hungry damn it!!!! ): But anws, its like last night didnt have a good sleep cuz i was worrying about SOMEONE( :P ) and studied a lot so next morning i was like really really tired..... But then, survived nonetheless hahas :D Then, had 2 Humans test ( ss and hist ) after school and that drained my energy off like crazy... .___.   Was sleeping in the car for the whole trip back, am gonna sleep some more later to revitalise myself!!!! :P
Anws, i think i really gotta buckup big time. Iv been slacking too much, and its about time to chiong ONCE AGAIN. My aim is to get a good L1R5 and a percentage of about say 70% ?? I dunno if its possible but i will try, i needa perform as well in CTs for my Humans and Improve on my Sciences and Maths. Dunno what happened but it deproved big time during CTs. But i will score in Mid-Years!!!! i MUST :D:D:D:D:D:D
How to know if i studied hard? i must feel like dying after its over :P Then i can slack after that hehe. :P
Of cuz, thrs Choir pracs to worry about.... SYF 2011, whether or not i get SC, it will still be my responsibility as the SL to make sure my section performs. Im still worrying about it..... Hope it turns out well.
So you see, thrs no time to slack at all and im like FREAKING stressed.
But its thanks to that faithful 'person' that never fails to cheer me up, and keep me going :D
For that, im most thankful and grateful :D <3

My dearest(: Thank you for being in my life, its destined for us and im really so happy.(: Thank you, and i love you my darling sweetie grace :D <3

Feeling much better

Hello Dear Readers(:
After a decent 1 hr rest as well as a short but sweet and good talk with my darling, i feel much better. The only thing i want to be over with is the 2 test tomorrow. Yet i cant be over it peacefully without studying for it right? The irony is i want to be over it but i dun wanna study for it. But i still have to. Pathetic life.....at least for this part only. Thrs one part which isnt pathetic at all :P  But anws, I plan to mug SS till 10 then mug Hist till 11 then revise till 11+ to 12. Around thr, the least i can do is perform decently. My humans are good, its jus i cant be bothered some times. HAHAHA xD  Lets hope for the best tomorrow, AND I CANT WAIT FOR THIS FRIDAYYYYYYY :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!

Dear(: Thank you for helping me feel better all the time, your as awesome to me as how im awesome to you(: I love you so much my darling baby(: <3

Tired,Tired,Tired....

Hei (:
Im super exhausted, hope i feel better by the end of the week. And i think the longing-ness is starting to take its toll on me, i dunno if its right to feel this way.  I mean its not that im getting angry that i dun get to spend enough time with her, but then i jus feel deprived. Altho, i still understand and consider both our feelings and timings and i dun demand anything at all from her. Which is what she appreciates greatly, i jus hope it works out well. (: <3
Maybe i need practice hahas, :D
I almost got pissed by my sis jus now, but i controlled my temper and i didnt get irritated or pissed becuz i promised Her(<3) to be more patient.(: Yea, but im still super tired. And i still have to revise for a History and a SS test later, and its tomorrow. Gosh i feel stressed out..... Like if it wasnt for Her, i think i would have been cursing and swearing and all that.....Thank you (:
Yea, not sure if im posting later tonight, see first(:

I am really lucky that you are always there for me, and you are always something i can think of to calm  my emotions down, without you, i would have been better off cut into half.(: I love you so much my baby, thank you(: Kiss! <3(:

Urgh .__.

Hello(:
Im super tired today, like super--super tired. Had PE today,ran until my legs ache like crazy. I cant even walk or run properly now gosh .__.   And then our Geog teacher didnt come, so this relieve teacher came in and gave us a super difficult Chem wrksht and asked us to finish it within 50 mins. i overshot by 5mins. ): Fortunately, the class overshot even more !!! :D:D LOLLL. Yea, considerable effort made. :D Then Math supps was even worse...... Mr Kang spammed us with like 7 Qs each with 3-4 parts and i was SOOO DAMNNN tired after finishing it. Good thing was that i finished in 1 and 1/2 hrs whereas others took 2 hrs or didnt even finish it. :D
Hahas, now im mugging hard for tests in the next 2 days i hope i can make it...... ( Dun read the red section if your not interested )
On a side note, i realise that certain 'people' have certain objections to HOW im handling my affairs and HOW im affecting people. Now listen up tight, whoever you think is SAD about whatever is happening HURT me PLENTY of times before. She has NO reason to feel sad, jus becuz you guys dunno the details dun F A-ROUND and spread REDUNDANT comments which PISS me off. Jealous? Stfu and swallow ur bloody ego becuz accept it, im 10 times happier than anyone of you idiots who think im doing something wrong. And those who are disappointed in me, a few i can understand and i will explain. some of you guys, seriously jus go and Wank ur life off. and like seriously F off, thank you.

Im sorry for this negative post darling, but even with everything i will still love you.(: <3 Thank you for being there for me.(: <3

STRESS STRESSS STRESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

AHHHH my goddddzxczxczxczxczxczxc, im like super stressed up now ._____.
Its like i suddenly realise that i got LOADS of stuff to do and im soooo damn lack of motivation nowwww i cant do SHIT. im gonna be like Studying after school till 6+ next week EVERYDAY. Hopefully i can finish everything up by Thursday so that i have time after school on Friday. this is SOOOOOO a gamble, ppl WISH ME LUCK MANNN!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D And if its not for something in my life, i would be cursing and swearing now :P I jus hope im doing the same for her la.... hahas.

If it werent for you, my life would have been miserable. thank you darling(: <3 i love youuu.

SUPPPP!!!!!

HELLOOOOO :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I finally got my laptop back and fixed my password and username blablabla shitshit crapcrap so here i am posting again!!!! :D:D:D:D
Well uhm thrs like TOO MANY things to say so i dun think i will elaborate much. But thr was a fair share of happy and unhappy events and im glad to say that everything turned out unexpectedly-----> Good. :D
Hahas, short post cuz i dunno what to post anymore. Tomorrow i shall post a proper one :D

We will always be together(: <3