Hello (:
Ahhhh waiting for my dinner now! (: Honestly i keep forgetting tomorrow is the start of the end-of-year exams, its just so fast... like i just don't feel the tension building up. I guess its because i'm kept so damn busy everyday until i really don't have the time to even be stressed up. But one thing i got figured out, i gotta sleep a hell damn earlier tonight if not its shit-bag for me tomorrow. LOL.
So, revision has been fairly decent. I think i'm getting the hang of what i really really needa work on. My humans. Apparently they are either weak/content-heavy which only makes sense for me to mug more on them. My maths have been practiced quite a lot so i know its not going to be a huge problem. Just, more practice i guess (:
Voice class today was awesome! (: I didn't piss Mr Kuek off because i performed well and the tryout duet with JongWoo was awesome too! :D I'm honestly so glad to see how much he has improved and i'm glad that i was his motivation and his strive and also one of the ones who taught him a lot (: Push on boy! :D
Well if not, i guess thats enough of life's happiness. But life can be a bitch at times too, haha! What a pun in life :P Oh well! Bye! [:
I'm contented loving you from here (: And i'll wait until you see me dear (:
Oh by the way! (: Something for you all to appreciate, song lyrics : Just The Way You Are.
--- Oh her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like their not shining.
--- Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying.
--- Shes so beautiful, and i tell her everyday.
Will post more of it next time! Now, really bye! [:
30.9.10
29.9.10
And the End has come to Herald a New Beginning.
Hello (:
Geez i know its so late already right? Hahahahha... i guess i've been working until such hours for many days now and i haven't been able to get a really decent sleep for the past few nights. Even right now my eyes are already drooping shut but i felt like blogging one last time because i really don't know when i might stop without warning (: Anyway i know not many people read my blog because its private so i'm like talking to air, but whatever! :P HAHA :D Cyber-air, cause its a blog... get it..? Oh well lame-ness has overcome me .__.
So, revision for EOYs has been a pretty damn failure. My level test results have proven and emphasised my point ever so successfully. But in anycase, i didn't study did i? The naive me planned a timetable and decided not to follow it due to say, lack of stamina and time? LOL .__. And now i've planned another last minute 'chiong-ster' timetable which i BETTER follow. -.- Yea.. Only good result was a 23/30 and a 20/30 for my Composition(topic on lost of a personal item and the difficulties i gone through to find it)and Letter-Writing respectively. AWESOME. [:
Sigh, i'm going to sound my MouseHunt horn and go to sleep now (: And by the way thats just a facebook game nothing much (: Yupyup, see you guys after EOYs i guess! (: BYE [:
Sorry for cheering up late! :D Love you, (:
Geez i know its so late already right? Hahahahha... i guess i've been working until such hours for many days now and i haven't been able to get a really decent sleep for the past few nights. Even right now my eyes are already drooping shut but i felt like blogging one last time because i really don't know when i might stop without warning (: Anyway i know not many people read my blog because its private so i'm like talking to air, but whatever! :P HAHA :D Cyber-air, cause its a blog... get it..? Oh well lame-ness has overcome me .__.
So, revision for EOYs has been a pretty damn failure. My level test results have proven and emphasised my point ever so successfully. But in anycase, i didn't study did i? The naive me planned a timetable and decided not to follow it due to say, lack of stamina and time? LOL .__. And now i've planned another last minute 'chiong-ster' timetable which i BETTER follow. -.- Yea.. Only good result was a 23/30 and a 20/30 for my Composition(topic on lost of a personal item and the difficulties i gone through to find it)and Letter-Writing respectively. AWESOME. [:
Sigh, i'm going to sound my MouseHunt horn and go to sleep now (: And by the way thats just a facebook game nothing much (: Yupyup, see you guys after EOYs i guess! (: BYE [:
Sorry for cheering up late! :D Love you, (:
25.9.10
Anxiety.
Hey (:
Had a rather good sleep last night! (: I actually planned to wake up at 10.30, meaning i would get 6 hours of uninterrupted sleep. Turns out i couldn't sit up and i collapsed back down for another 1.5 hours before rising to see daylight (: Not bad, although i still feel drowsy. I think it has something to do with what i do the moment i wake up HAHA! Use the com .__. But even so, doing work instead of using the com doesn't make much of a difference anyways, i would still feel tired... Ah well.
Its already Sunday, which means school reopens tomorrow .__. I have yet to do my chinese homework, but i'll get it done later. Most importantly is to try and revise my Math and perhaps read books or something. I don't feel like doing much work... I wonder if i should stay back with Ben again to study...? Sigh i really don't know. Theres still tests going on and that seriously sucks. EOYs are coming next friday, god i keep feeling like sigh-ing....
I know this post is so disjointed, mainly because i'm really disorganised and muddled up inside right now and ya know, the feeling of not knowing what to do next.. I think i shall go and do some work, perhaps chinese first then math. Then i'll see (: Rather shocking that i felt like posting again though (:
Alright alright alrighty, bye [:
Had a rather good sleep last night! (: I actually planned to wake up at 10.30, meaning i would get 6 hours of uninterrupted sleep. Turns out i couldn't sit up and i collapsed back down for another 1.5 hours before rising to see daylight (: Not bad, although i still feel drowsy. I think it has something to do with what i do the moment i wake up HAHA! Use the com .__. But even so, doing work instead of using the com doesn't make much of a difference anyways, i would still feel tired... Ah well.
Its already Sunday, which means school reopens tomorrow .__. I have yet to do my chinese homework, but i'll get it done later. Most importantly is to try and revise my Math and perhaps read books or something. I don't feel like doing much work... I wonder if i should stay back with Ben again to study...? Sigh i really don't know. Theres still tests going on and that seriously sucks. EOYs are coming next friday, god i keep feeling like sigh-ing....
I know this post is so disjointed, mainly because i'm really disorganised and muddled up inside right now and ya know, the feeling of not knowing what to do next.. I think i shall go and do some work, perhaps chinese first then math. Then i'll see (: Rather shocking that i felt like posting again though (:
Alright alright alrighty, bye [:
Oh the tranquility, bestow unto me.
Hello peeps (:
Looks like life is really getting real nice for me :D Hahaha, i'm not being obscurely optimistic here, cause its the truth! The past few days have been thoroughly fun and enjoyable. No more weird stuff happening or troubles cropping up, life is good (: EXCEPT FOR EXAMS!! .__.
Well i told myself that it would come and be over soon so it doesn't affect me much. I'm not particularly stressed up over it because i'm not mugging much but i AM revising work though (: I don't wanna mug, cause i don't find the point. Even if i did revise continuously day in day out without break, it doesn't help a person like me to score any better anyway (: And as such, my actions have been justified (:
Have found a very nice game to cure my boredom, MOUSEHUNT!!!! LOLOLOLOL, and to think i was part of the club to despise that game for being a failure at animation and a pathetic attempt to be cute. I guess i found it nice in the end -.- Like they say, "He who does not know boredom will not appreciate boredom's salvation". I know, theres really no such quote or saying -.-
HAHA! I'm pretty lame and draggy tonight ain't i? :P Mainly because i haven't got to blog for so many days now, or rather i didn't want to. But i decided to tonight (: I napped 8 hours straight oh gosh!! Heheh :P Okayokay, i think thats enough rambling (: Shall be off now, goodbye!! [: [:
Andrea : YOU'RE GOING TO BE SLAPPED NO MATTER :P
Looks like life is really getting real nice for me :D Hahaha, i'm not being obscurely optimistic here, cause its the truth! The past few days have been thoroughly fun and enjoyable. No more weird stuff happening or troubles cropping up, life is good (: EXCEPT FOR EXAMS!! .__.
Well i told myself that it would come and be over soon so it doesn't affect me much. I'm not particularly stressed up over it because i'm not mugging much but i AM revising work though (: I don't wanna mug, cause i don't find the point. Even if i did revise continuously day in day out without break, it doesn't help a person like me to score any better anyway (: And as such, my actions have been justified (:
Have found a very nice game to cure my boredom, MOUSEHUNT!!!! LOLOLOLOL, and to think i was part of the club to despise that game for being a failure at animation and a pathetic attempt to be cute. I guess i found it nice in the end -.- Like they say, "He who does not know boredom will not appreciate boredom's salvation". I know, theres really no such quote or saying -.-
HAHA! I'm pretty lame and draggy tonight ain't i? :P Mainly because i haven't got to blog for so many days now, or rather i didn't want to. But i decided to tonight (: I napped 8 hours straight oh gosh!! Heheh :P Okayokay, i think thats enough rambling (: Shall be off now, goodbye!! [: [:
Andrea : YOU'RE GOING TO BE SLAPPED NO MATTER :P
22.9.10
Drawing closer and closer.
Hello (:
*Jump for joy* Tomorrow is the REAL thing for public speaking!! (: Meaning to say we can get it over and done with by tomorrow! :D No more 7 o'clock come backs, rehearsals into the late evening hours where the whole school is like a ghost town and everyone is back home under the cosy roof shelters of their houses and busy mugging their ass off for EOYs. .___. Which the last point is really not a happy one but oh well! :D
Not really been mugging for EOYs, although i am picking up on certain subjects (: I really wish everything would just start where i decided to paid attention. Ah... Sigh. Geog test today was quite a disappointment, i wonder if i will score well again :/ Honestly the diagrams were extremely tough to comprehend and very messy too. So i took quite some time to start writing. I was left with a pathetic 5 mins for the last question gosh! .__. Barely made it.... I pray hard.
Not much to say, gonna play the piano now cause i didn't get to last night (: And then i'll have to start on my chinese letter (: Oh well, goodbye! (:
I'm picking up, finally for real. Now i don't need you, lets end this. With head, and tail.
*Jump for joy* Tomorrow is the REAL thing for public speaking!! (: Meaning to say we can get it over and done with by tomorrow! :D No more 7 o'clock come backs, rehearsals into the late evening hours where the whole school is like a ghost town and everyone is back home under the cosy roof shelters of their houses and busy mugging their ass off for EOYs. .___. Which the last point is really not a happy one but oh well! :D
Not really been mugging for EOYs, although i am picking up on certain subjects (: I really wish everything would just start where i decided to paid attention. Ah... Sigh. Geog test today was quite a disappointment, i wonder if i will score well again :/ Honestly the diagrams were extremely tough to comprehend and very messy too. So i took quite some time to start writing. I was left with a pathetic 5 mins for the last question gosh! .__. Barely made it.... I pray hard.
Not much to say, gonna play the piano now cause i didn't get to last night (: And then i'll have to start on my chinese letter (: Oh well, goodbye! (:
I'm picking up, finally for real. Now i don't need you, lets end this. With head, and tail.
19.9.10
Falling, but holding.
Hello (:
Aww yesterday was a good day. I mean, every aspect! Mood, studies, play, i did all of that hard! (: But i think i'm used to pushing all my work to night-time, where i've exhausted or grown bored of whatever i want to play :/ And this method really doesn't work on days which i have to sleep early, and get ready for school! .__. Yes, the weekends are over ): And next week is going to be 'test-week', 4 in a row. Omgosh, are they trying to do some impromptu prelims or something -.- Whats worst! Its right before EOYs! Geez...
Ah enough said about that. I needa do my work soon, right after my dinner actually. I hope dinner is going to be nice, then my mood would be boosted and up for work (: I have to finish my half-done chinese compo first(as dumb as the subject is)before i move on to do MORE math and 1 chemistry paper (: I doubt i'll be sleeping awfully early tonight, perhaps 12/12+. Used to it, although i get really tired the next morning, And that really isn't good since my ability to wake up early is already deteriorating .__. Oh well, figures.
Sigh, i wish EOYs can faster come. As paradoxical as that can sound, i guess irony infuses and manifests in many forms if you take diverse perspectives to view a situation. I just wasted a complete 10 seconds typing that sentence. -.- But i certainly didn't waste my time posting this (: Whether or not i post again tomorrow, depends on my mood (: Goodbye! [:
Aww yesterday was a good day. I mean, every aspect! Mood, studies, play, i did all of that hard! (: But i think i'm used to pushing all my work to night-time, where i've exhausted or grown bored of whatever i want to play :/ And this method really doesn't work on days which i have to sleep early, and get ready for school! .__. Yes, the weekends are over ): And next week is going to be 'test-week', 4 in a row. Omgosh, are they trying to do some impromptu prelims or something -.- Whats worst! Its right before EOYs! Geez...
Ah enough said about that. I needa do my work soon, right after my dinner actually. I hope dinner is going to be nice, then my mood would be boosted and up for work (: I have to finish my half-done chinese compo first(as dumb as the subject is)before i move on to do MORE math and 1 chemistry paper (: I doubt i'll be sleeping awfully early tonight, perhaps 12/12+. Used to it, although i get really tired the next morning, And that really isn't good since my ability to wake up early is already deteriorating .__. Oh well, figures.
Sigh, i wish EOYs can faster come. As paradoxical as that can sound, i guess irony infuses and manifests in many forms if you take diverse perspectives to view a situation. I just wasted a complete 10 seconds typing that sentence. -.- But i certainly didn't waste my time posting this (: Whether or not i post again tomorrow, depends on my mood (: Goodbye! [:
18.9.10
At last
Long time to post! (:
Been a couple of days since i last posted! (: hahahaha, right now i'm practicing voice class songs and i just revised work. Past few days have been generally stressful, and if i would put it i've been totally shagged out. But i must persevere, a bit more and this will all end! (:
No mood to post a nice one now cause i can't focus hahah!! Other time perhaps? But then again i might not post so frequently. Reasons being i'm losing the motivation and the seriously lack of time. I seriously don't get how people younger can complain -.- LOL .__.
Bye! (:
Been a couple of days since i last posted! (: hahahaha, right now i'm practicing voice class songs and i just revised work. Past few days have been generally stressful, and if i would put it i've been totally shagged out. But i must persevere, a bit more and this will all end! (:
No mood to post a nice one now cause i can't focus hahah!! Other time perhaps? But then again i might not post so frequently. Reasons being i'm losing the motivation and the seriously lack of time. I seriously don't get how people younger can complain -.- LOL .__.
Bye! (:
14.9.10
Plan's up, Acts on.
Heyyyy :)
What CAN i say man? :D Today was great (: hahahaha, okay la went through a few papers and all that and i'm glad to say its quite okay (: Both math... E math was definitely the better one (: But A math was just screwed, i even failed my combine for LT + CT. Fantastic? LOL .__. But other than that, i guess i'm fine. I've decided to work really hard, and i've got my timetable up to study. So its time to do this (:
Just finished homework and i'm gonna practice for voice class later. Tonight's gonna be busy and late. I might not be posting 'nicely' or frequently from today onwards because of the end years coming soon. So yupyup. If not, bye (:
What CAN i say man? :D Today was great (: hahahaha, okay la went through a few papers and all that and i'm glad to say its quite okay (: Both math... E math was definitely the better one (: But A math was just screwed, i even failed my combine for LT + CT. Fantastic? LOL .__. But other than that, i guess i'm fine. I've decided to work really hard, and i've got my timetable up to study. So its time to do this (:
Just finished homework and i'm gonna practice for voice class later. Tonight's gonna be busy and late. I might not be posting 'nicely' or frequently from today onwards because of the end years coming soon. So yupyup. If not, bye (:
13.9.10
One Step Off.
Hellooooo(:
Hmm.... looks like things went off well today!! (: Hahahaha, school was actually considered great. Although i had some really, really emo moments cause of 'certain' news that was released to be, but nevertheless i told myself to cheer up and smile cause i'm sure i can do better next time! (: Shall elaborate more later! (:
PE was quite tiring and not as fun as the previous lesson. I was looking forward to another round of captain's ball but it turns out we've started on volleyball so damn .__. Not THAT fun, plus we didn't play the 'real' thing cause Mr Lim said we weren't up to standard yet. OH GOSH. OH GOSH TO THAT GUY. LOL .__. Nevermind! :P
Then lessons were quite smooth except for chinese -.- Well, i have to copy some shit passage which will really take me some time so i decided to split the work over the days i have until the coming thursday! (: A math was a failure :/ Literally. And that includes both the CT results and today's level test. Sigh... i wonder whats happening to it. I can't ever seem to do the questions .__. I really, really have to buck up on A math a.s.a.p. If not EOYs, its the EOW for me. End Of the World. .__. hahahahahahaha........
LAME MUCH! Off that! (: I just hope my electives save my sorrowful ass! Right now i'm gonna start on my homework like the good boy i am (: So that i can sleep earlier tonight! (: And perhaps i'll try finding some games to play(: If not, i'll be off for now! BYE! (:
Hmm.... looks like things went off well today!! (: Hahahaha, school was actually considered great. Although i had some really, really emo moments cause of 'certain' news that was released to be, but nevertheless i told myself to cheer up and smile cause i'm sure i can do better next time! (: Shall elaborate more later! (:
PE was quite tiring and not as fun as the previous lesson. I was looking forward to another round of captain's ball but it turns out we've started on volleyball so damn .__. Not THAT fun, plus we didn't play the 'real' thing cause Mr Lim said we weren't up to standard yet. OH GOSH. OH GOSH TO THAT GUY. LOL .__. Nevermind! :P
Then lessons were quite smooth except for chinese -.- Well, i have to copy some shit passage which will really take me some time so i decided to split the work over the days i have until the coming thursday! (: A math was a failure :/ Literally. And that includes both the CT results and today's level test. Sigh... i wonder whats happening to it. I can't ever seem to do the questions .__. I really, really have to buck up on A math a.s.a.p. If not EOYs, its the EOW for me. End Of the World. .__. hahahahahahaha........
LAME MUCH! Off that! (: I just hope my electives save my sorrowful ass! Right now i'm gonna start on my homework like the good boy i am (: So that i can sleep earlier tonight! (: And perhaps i'll try finding some games to play(: If not, i'll be off for now! BYE! (:
Hold this rope, thats burning. Scald this hand, thats foolishly yearning. Scar my past, permanently. Craving, to go back in time to atone my mistakes, yearning...
12.9.10
The Opening
Hellos (:
Today was quite a slack off for starters. I woke up late again as usual, and i noticed its another 12 hours sleep i had. Maybe my body just works that way, sleep damn late and i cannot wake up in less than 12 hours time. Too bad i won't have that kinda luxury anymore, cause yea, school is starting.. .__. Sigh... been quite fed-up over the fact that i haven't had the mood to really sit down and finish up my work. The whole week's been so busy, its just impossible to set aside time for both work and play. So since its the holidays, i try to be realistic and put aside time for play. Ends up? I don't have time for work. Well, the last 3 free days of the week(pathetic right?)was meant to be for work but i ended up losing motivation once i started on it. Screwed up much. Sigh... i don't even know what to make of this life.
Scanning by a lazy eye's analysis, i figured i need not do English yet since there isn't any english tomorrow. How about chinese? I don't know if i should copy, if my teacher collects and checks the answers then its the same thing, i'm dead. Math.... pfft. I have a math test tomorrow, i doubt i'll make it. Ah screw this piece of crap. And i highly speculate a haircheck tomorrow, which means i'm a definite caught for sure.
Not very sure of what to do right now, maybe i should work on my math....? Sigh i don't know. I'm actually guessing this laptop is making me really distracted. But honestly i don't give a shit. But at the same time i'm very confused bout everything. LOL, what am i talking... -.- Better get going, this post is so screwed (: bye [:
Today was quite a slack off for starters. I woke up late again as usual, and i noticed its another 12 hours sleep i had. Maybe my body just works that way, sleep damn late and i cannot wake up in less than 12 hours time. Too bad i won't have that kinda luxury anymore, cause yea, school is starting.. .__. Sigh... been quite fed-up over the fact that i haven't had the mood to really sit down and finish up my work. The whole week's been so busy, its just impossible to set aside time for both work and play. So since its the holidays, i try to be realistic and put aside time for play. Ends up? I don't have time for work. Well, the last 3 free days of the week(pathetic right?)was meant to be for work but i ended up losing motivation once i started on it. Screwed up much. Sigh... i don't even know what to make of this life.
Scanning by a lazy eye's analysis, i figured i need not do English yet since there isn't any english tomorrow. How about chinese? I don't know if i should copy, if my teacher collects and checks the answers then its the same thing, i'm dead. Math.... pfft. I have a math test tomorrow, i doubt i'll make it. Ah screw this piece of crap. And i highly speculate a haircheck tomorrow, which means i'm a definite caught for sure.
Not very sure of what to do right now, maybe i should work on my math....? Sigh i don't know. I'm actually guessing this laptop is making me really distracted. But honestly i don't give a shit. But at the same time i'm very confused bout everything. LOL, what am i talking... -.- Better get going, this post is so screwed (: bye [:
Oh fly my away, bring me to never-land. Where a need for dreams don't exist, where trust in reality can be breached...
11.9.10
Partial Havoc
Hey (:
Finally posting, the day was quite busy. Lets start off where i woke up (: Kinda didn't go as planned, i set my alarm at about 11. I did however wake up earlier than the alarm so i collapsed back down exhausted since i slept super late the previous night (: When i woke up it was past 11 and i realised no one called me although i told my mum to, guess its just my luck. When downstairs to eat my super late lunch. Then i packed my table, spent about 1 hour + doing so. No regrets though, my area is so much more clean now.
Started on my math homework but ended up losing the mood to do so when i didn't know how to do a lot of questions. Something is getting to me, my motivation for Physics, Maths and Chinese is deteriorating like crazy. If this goes on my grades for those subjects will drop as well. Sigh... i don't know what to do. Physics and Maths is partly due to the fact that we have screwed up teachers and Chinese... well needless to say la .__. I don't like how my studies are going, wish i could really buck up. Have been underperforming for Chemistry, the only satisfactory ones are my English, Geography, History and Social Studies. Ironically these are all humanities....
Not sure of what to do now, i don't have the mood to do any work. I'm sub-safe though because not all the assignments need to be handed up. The most urgent would be chinese which i have time tomorrow after consort. Ah... i'm so sleepy. Wish i could just close my eyes and drift off to dream-land forever...
Enough wistfulness (: I guess i better go find something to do, rather than sitting here and wasting my time off doing nothing but staring into blank space and thinking about absolutely nothing coherent and relevant. Bye (: Oh one thing, people who only know how to flame here and flame there, or use pretty and beautiful vocabulary in the cyber-world are pathetic.
Finally posting, the day was quite busy. Lets start off where i woke up (: Kinda didn't go as planned, i set my alarm at about 11. I did however wake up earlier than the alarm so i collapsed back down exhausted since i slept super late the previous night (: When i woke up it was past 11 and i realised no one called me although i told my mum to, guess its just my luck. When downstairs to eat my super late lunch. Then i packed my table, spent about 1 hour + doing so. No regrets though, my area is so much more clean now.
Started on my math homework but ended up losing the mood to do so when i didn't know how to do a lot of questions. Something is getting to me, my motivation for Physics, Maths and Chinese is deteriorating like crazy. If this goes on my grades for those subjects will drop as well. Sigh... i don't know what to do. Physics and Maths is partly due to the fact that we have screwed up teachers and Chinese... well needless to say la .__. I don't like how my studies are going, wish i could really buck up. Have been underperforming for Chemistry, the only satisfactory ones are my English, Geography, History and Social Studies. Ironically these are all humanities....
Not sure of what to do now, i don't have the mood to do any work. I'm sub-safe though because not all the assignments need to be handed up. The most urgent would be chinese which i have time tomorrow after consort. Ah... i'm so sleepy. Wish i could just close my eyes and drift off to dream-land forever...
Enough wistfulness (: I guess i better go find something to do, rather than sitting here and wasting my time off doing nothing but staring into blank space and thinking about absolutely nothing coherent and relevant. Bye (: Oh one thing, people who only know how to flame here and flame there, or use pretty and beautiful vocabulary in the cyber-world are pathetic.
10.9.10
Funny things happen!
Hello (:
I'm glad today was significantly better than yesterday (: Hahahs, first off, lets put a lot of emphasis on the fact that i didn't have to wake up as early LOL. :D About 9.30 today? Yup, and i bathed and went to buy breakfast before making my way to Benjamin's house (: I was desperately calling him to ask for his floor number because i knew the block but i didn't know which floor to go to .__. Lucky enough Ken came and we made our way up together. In the end he too didn't know and we had to wait for Ben to answer the call before going into the house -.- So, we proceeded with the project once Darren and Gideon arrived and it was kinda a success. I mean, it wasn't hardcore all the way and each member relaxed a little. We still finished it on time and i stayed back awhile to play with Ben (:
Spent quite some time at his house and i only came back at about 5+. Have been resting since then, and i haven't done any of my homework. Lets see... i have Chinese Open-ended Passage, English 250 words assignment, 2 math papers. Quite a lot actually .__. Oh well, i think i'll finish it all tomorrow! (: I'm thinking if i should go for Consort this Sunday, i feel like resting my voice though... But if i keep skipping i might not be able to go for the end-year concert. In a dilemma bout that, oh well! Lets see how (:
Nothing else to talk about already, things have been going very well for me i would say (: I wouldn't count the emo days because its really just THAT day itself, and it would be over with a smile (: I really find some people SUPER hilarious though, they just entertain me at their own expense without knowing it :D And they think spiting me affects me, its just weird how much i can laugh at their insults. HAHA! Oh well, buhbyee (: (:
I'm glad today was significantly better than yesterday (: Hahahs, first off, lets put a lot of emphasis on the fact that i didn't have to wake up as early LOL. :D About 9.30 today? Yup, and i bathed and went to buy breakfast before making my way to Benjamin's house (: I was desperately calling him to ask for his floor number because i knew the block but i didn't know which floor to go to .__. Lucky enough Ken came and we made our way up together. In the end he too didn't know and we had to wait for Ben to answer the call before going into the house -.- So, we proceeded with the project once Darren and Gideon arrived and it was kinda a success. I mean, it wasn't hardcore all the way and each member relaxed a little. We still finished it on time and i stayed back awhile to play with Ben (:
Spent quite some time at his house and i only came back at about 5+. Have been resting since then, and i haven't done any of my homework. Lets see... i have Chinese Open-ended Passage, English 250 words assignment, 2 math papers. Quite a lot actually .__. Oh well, i think i'll finish it all tomorrow! (: I'm thinking if i should go for Consort this Sunday, i feel like resting my voice though... But if i keep skipping i might not be able to go for the end-year concert. In a dilemma bout that, oh well! Lets see how (:
Nothing else to talk about already, things have been going very well for me i would say (: I wouldn't count the emo days because its really just THAT day itself, and it would be over with a smile (: I really find some people SUPER hilarious though, they just entertain me at their own expense without knowing it :D And they think spiting me affects me, its just weird how much i can laugh at their insults. HAHA! Oh well, buhbyee (: (:
Hold, hold, hold me tight. Don't let me go.
9.9.10
Either i'm being cursed or its just my luck
Hi.
What can i say? Today was not good, i mean yes i got plenty of rest and everything but it doesn't really make things better. I shall elaborate. I woke up early in the morning to get ready for choir and i reached school just on time. I'm having major problems trying to wake up early nowadays and its getting on my nerves. I'm missing breakfast and everything and when i come back i just collapse on the bed out of exhaustion and i sleep past my lunch time. After i wake up i'm not in the mood to eat dinner as well. Screwed or what?
Choir was so messed up. Totally messed up. I shouted super fiercely at the Tenors and Basses for their extremely lackluster standard. The Sops and Altos' attitude were of no difference, a simple god damn location and you can't even move your ass? Geez get a life and stop being so childish. Why not you do something called, 'find-out-more' before saying the S and As deserve the Air-Con locations again.
Came back and i napped, received a message saying that i should have been in Voice Class by 2.30. Like what the hell!?!? I wasn't even informed amazing. And now what his pissed that i wasn't informed and thus i didn't go? How was i supposed to know? Fuck. So if his discontinue my lessons then thats it, i'm out and i can't give a fuck. I revised for the lesson and now this. Stupid shit.
Whatever la, i don't even know how to spend the night. And i still have to meet my group for some stupid SS project and i haven't done any of my homework yet. Fuck my life la, bye.
What can i say? Today was not good, i mean yes i got plenty of rest and everything but it doesn't really make things better. I shall elaborate. I woke up early in the morning to get ready for choir and i reached school just on time. I'm having major problems trying to wake up early nowadays and its getting on my nerves. I'm missing breakfast and everything and when i come back i just collapse on the bed out of exhaustion and i sleep past my lunch time. After i wake up i'm not in the mood to eat dinner as well. Screwed or what?
Choir was so messed up. Totally messed up. I shouted super fiercely at the Tenors and Basses for their extremely lackluster standard. The Sops and Altos' attitude were of no difference, a simple god damn location and you can't even move your ass? Geez get a life and stop being so childish. Why not you do something called, 'find-out-more' before saying the S and As deserve the Air-Con locations again.
Came back and i napped, received a message saying that i should have been in Voice Class by 2.30. Like what the hell!?!? I wasn't even informed amazing. And now what his pissed that i wasn't informed and thus i didn't go? How was i supposed to know? Fuck. So if his discontinue my lessons then thats it, i'm out and i can't give a fuck. I revised for the lesson and now this. Stupid shit.
Whatever la, i don't even know how to spend the night. And i still have to meet my group for some stupid SS project and i haven't done any of my homework yet. Fuck my life la, bye.
A still framed photograph of you and me together, is all i have of you, anymore.
8.9.10
WOOOOO :D
Helllooo :D
I think you guys can guess it! (: Today's been a great day! :D Although there was like raining, a long, painful draggy chem lesson early in the morning and shit like that everything still went on fine throughout the day!! :D Class outing was damn fun man!!! :D
The class girls organised amazing race and there was a lot of running around the entire Changi Airport to finish the race and despite all the weird gazes thrown our way, we finished it! :D We were bugged so our speed got dragged down but we still managed to have so much fun!! :D Andrea and Benjamin are awesome group memberss!! :D :D
Not much to post today, i have to go look through my Voice Class materials later (: Shall enjoy the night and be prepared for tomorrow's choir practice! :D BYE! (:
I think you guys can guess it! (: Today's been a great day! :D Although there was like raining, a long, painful draggy chem lesson early in the morning and shit like that everything still went on fine throughout the day!! :D Class outing was damn fun man!!! :D
The class girls organised amazing race and there was a lot of running around the entire Changi Airport to finish the race and despite all the weird gazes thrown our way, we finished it! :D We were bugged so our speed got dragged down but we still managed to have so much fun!! :D Andrea and Benjamin are awesome group memberss!! :D :D
Not much to post today, i have to go look through my Voice Class materials later (: Shall enjoy the night and be prepared for tomorrow's choir practice! :D BYE! (:
7.9.10
Ahh... its over, tentatively.
Hello (:
I know its kinda late but ya, i only had the mood to post now (: Sorry Jannelle!! :P Hahaha :D So anyways, the past few days have been quite harrowing and i barely scraped past. In addition to this pathetic situation, i already know that, inevitably, more bad things are going to happen. For example, having to do homework, Thursday's voice class because i'm honestly not prepared, as well as the end of holidays quite very soon. So enough rambling, i guess i'll set in the day's passing ons before going to sleep. Its been a long day (:
Woke up pretty early to go for voice class, and i was almost late because i overslept. Nice going right? I know. Rushed to bath and i slept more in the car, and again i couldn't bear to open my eyes and go for class. I was just too damn tired. I dragged my heels up for 1 hour's worth of grueling vocalising over and over and ended up getting verbal-screwed by my teacher for not being diligent. I admit that, and i know i'm screwed but fuck TK and its hectic schedule, not me man. .__.
Jamming session with Andrew, Ben and Ken was canceled because most of us were not free/mentally and physically exhausted. Kinda sad. I took the extra time to sleep and again, overslept and woke up late to leave the house for the Concert. But i still made it, although i wasted 18 dollars with the disappointing standards the soloists showed. Whats worst? They were all Foreign Talent. Heh, i'm so snappy now i know.
And i came back and sat down for a nice good dinner and watched an Anime Movie (: That is one of the better things my life gave me for today (: One of the really stupid things is TKchoir. Because lets be honest, i feel like giving up on them. I sacrificed my voice for the sake of them, and nothing improves. Day by day my voice condition is deteriorating because i have to scream, shout and sing the parts repeatedly to get it into their heads and unfortunately, it doesn't work still. Some of them especially, can't even keep their fucking asses in the same position and they have to keep looking left and right, it sickens me to absorb that sight. If this goes on, i swear i'm going to abandon my responsibilities. Its really not worth it.
Ah whatever, i know this post has been a very very depressing and draggy one and i'm sorry for that. Especially cause its been so long since i posted. I just felt like saying it out i guess (: If not, things on the emotional side have been decent and i'm happy on that aspect i guess. No more random crying and pointless wallowing. Its on a new life for me, a really hectic one at that -.- Hahahas, but Samuel Ng lets smile! :D And look forward to tomorrow's EARLY IN THE MORNING chemistry lesson .__. And, a, hopefully, nice and fun class outing (: Bye people! (:
I know its kinda late but ya, i only had the mood to post now (: Sorry Jannelle!! :P Hahaha :D So anyways, the past few days have been quite harrowing and i barely scraped past. In addition to this pathetic situation, i already know that, inevitably, more bad things are going to happen. For example, having to do homework, Thursday's voice class because i'm honestly not prepared, as well as the end of holidays quite very soon. So enough rambling, i guess i'll set in the day's passing ons before going to sleep. Its been a long day (:
Woke up pretty early to go for voice class, and i was almost late because i overslept. Nice going right? I know. Rushed to bath and i slept more in the car, and again i couldn't bear to open my eyes and go for class. I was just too damn tired. I dragged my heels up for 1 hour's worth of grueling vocalising over and over and ended up getting verbal-screwed by my teacher for not being diligent. I admit that, and i know i'm screwed but fuck TK and its hectic schedule, not me man. .__.
Jamming session with Andrew, Ben and Ken was canceled because most of us were not free/mentally and physically exhausted. Kinda sad. I took the extra time to sleep and again, overslept and woke up late to leave the house for the Concert. But i still made it, although i wasted 18 dollars with the disappointing standards the soloists showed. Whats worst? They were all Foreign Talent. Heh, i'm so snappy now i know.
And i came back and sat down for a nice good dinner and watched an Anime Movie (: That is one of the better things my life gave me for today (: One of the really stupid things is TKchoir. Because lets be honest, i feel like giving up on them. I sacrificed my voice for the sake of them, and nothing improves. Day by day my voice condition is deteriorating because i have to scream, shout and sing the parts repeatedly to get it into their heads and unfortunately, it doesn't work still. Some of them especially, can't even keep their fucking asses in the same position and they have to keep looking left and right, it sickens me to absorb that sight. If this goes on, i swear i'm going to abandon my responsibilities. Its really not worth it.
Ah whatever, i know this post has been a very very depressing and draggy one and i'm sorry for that. Especially cause its been so long since i posted. I just felt like saying it out i guess (: If not, things on the emotional side have been decent and i'm happy on that aspect i guess. No more random crying and pointless wallowing. Its on a new life for me, a really hectic one at that -.- Hahahas, but Samuel Ng lets smile! :D And look forward to tomorrow's EARLY IN THE MORNING chemistry lesson .__. And, a, hopefully, nice and fun class outing (: Bye people! (:
Never really said too much, afraid it wouldn't be enough. Try to keep my spirits up, when theres no point in grieving in. Doesn't matter anyway, words could never make me stay. Words would never take my place when you know i'm leaving.
5.9.10
Because you're a pathetic sight.
Hello (:
Hmm, the title doesn't really have any link to anything much its just me, expressing myself (: So anyways, things have been rather normal apart from the usual fact that i'm bored like hell. .__. The holidays aren't fun at all honestly, its rather more to the busy + stress + boring + worries sight. Due to the fact that theres a whole chunk of worthless homework(apart from chinese) and CCA practices to attend to. I know this is quite a depressing rant but forgive me i need a revenue (:
Received a message from A because she said she needed to say those stuff to me. I really didn't expect it and i was wondering what the content of the message was. Honestly it was still nice reading it and despite the fact that i would have been affected by it before, i didn't. Maybe i changed? I don't know. I replied her and also said what i felt i needed to tell her. And i wished her well. I just hope she will do well from here on out, because honestly i still love her. But its confusing, i love her without feeling anything. Hahas...
Sorry bout that, just really troubled now. I couldn't sleep last night, and i had to listen to music to drown my emotions and my thoughts. Inner turmoils suck. Ah whatever it is, i guess i'm gonna go back to my pointless boring life as usual -.- Bye people.
Hmm, the title doesn't really have any link to anything much its just me, expressing myself (: So anyways, things have been rather normal apart from the usual fact that i'm bored like hell. .__. The holidays aren't fun at all honestly, its rather more to the busy + stress + boring + worries sight. Due to the fact that theres a whole chunk of worthless homework(apart from chinese) and CCA practices to attend to. I know this is quite a depressing rant but forgive me i need a revenue (:
Received a message from A because she said she needed to say those stuff to me. I really didn't expect it and i was wondering what the content of the message was. Honestly it was still nice reading it and despite the fact that i would have been affected by it before, i didn't. Maybe i changed? I don't know. I replied her and also said what i felt i needed to tell her. And i wished her well. I just hope she will do well from here on out, because honestly i still love her. But its confusing, i love her without feeling anything. Hahas...
Sorry bout that, just really troubled now. I couldn't sleep last night, and i had to listen to music to drown my emotions and my thoughts. Inner turmoils suck. Ah whatever it is, i guess i'm gonna go back to my pointless boring life as usual -.- Bye people.
4.9.10
Finally brought myself here ._____.
Hihi!! (:
Oh gosh i worry for this blog daily now. Cause i'm really losing the motivation to postttt ): Hahahahs, so anyways today was pretty good! :D Hahahs, had choir practice early in the morning and headed back immediately after that! (: Choir was pretty successful, i'm glad to say i think the choir is starting to buck up. YOU CAN DO IT GUYS I BELIEVE IN YOU ALL :D
Play many rounds of chinese chess with QianJian and his freaking good please -.- Like one wrong move then gone already :/ I have to practice so much more to win him hahahas.... Yeapyeap. But its okay its a GAME so i should have fun!! :D
Hmm, i think i'm staying over at Andrew's tomorrow ! :D Hope the day is gonna be fun (: BYE! [:
Oh gosh i worry for this blog daily now. Cause i'm really losing the motivation to postttt ): Hahahahs, so anyways today was pretty good! :D Hahahs, had choir practice early in the morning and headed back immediately after that! (: Choir was pretty successful, i'm glad to say i think the choir is starting to buck up. YOU CAN DO IT GUYS I BELIEVE IN YOU ALL :D
Play many rounds of chinese chess with QianJian and his freaking good please -.- Like one wrong move then gone already :/ I have to practice so much more to win him hahahas.... Yeapyeap. But its okay its a GAME so i should have fun!! :D
Hmm, i think i'm staying over at Andrew's tomorrow ! :D Hope the day is gonna be fun (: BYE! [:
3.9.10
GREAT :D
Helloozzczczxc :D
Sorry for the long delay(considering my frequency usually)in this post!! (: I didn't have the time or mood to post the past few days cause the stress levels were building up in me .__. Actually, it still is but oh well ! (:
The day was great, had quite a lot of fun during the school days although my results so far are pretty much screwed except for my Pure Geography.... Quite depressing, especially Physics and Chemistry :/ Sigh...... choir was very tiring and strenuous and theres gonna be one more round tomorrow. Suck balls!! ): LOL .__.
Hmm, i don't really now how to pass the day but i guess its endless slacking as usual! Holiday homework = Chinese passage(2), SS project, English Short Text. URGH. I HATE YOU HOMEWORK.
Sorry for the detached post, really losing the motivation to post.. Bye [:
Sorry for the long delay(considering my frequency usually)in this post!! (: I didn't have the time or mood to post the past few days cause the stress levels were building up in me .__. Actually, it still is but oh well ! (:
The day was great, had quite a lot of fun during the school days although my results so far are pretty much screwed except for my Pure Geography.... Quite depressing, especially Physics and Chemistry :/ Sigh...... choir was very tiring and strenuous and theres gonna be one more round tomorrow. Suck balls!! ): LOL .__.
Hmm, i don't really now how to pass the day but i guess its endless slacking as usual! Holiday homework = Chinese passage(2), SS project, English Short Text. URGH. I HATE YOU HOMEWORK.
Sorry for the detached post, really losing the motivation to post.. Bye [:
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