Oh gosh, save me.

Hi.

      As you can tell from the title of this post, things aren't good. Reached school and slept all the way till Assembly. Went down, face all gloomy and everything. Quite depressing, and being like that didn't help much.

     So, lessons were kinda screwed up. As usual? Only Chem lesson and English lesson was quite fun (: Yea, so the day passed pretty much slow and draggy.... Had pw presentation rehearsal after school before having to rush for choir and teach. Freaking tiring i tell you. Planned the schedule for the choir, another tiring thing. And just plainly looking at the piece of paper makes me feel burdened. Gosh, why the hell man...

     Stayed in school until freaking 7 waiting for my parents. Fuck life. Now back, and i have to mug for a Pure Geog test tomorrow that i haven't started on yet. Fuck life. Fuck life, fuck life. Screw this.

     Bye.

Quote : I'm waiting, are you coming?

Damn this.

Yea i'm freaking irritated as you can tell.... so this won't be a long post i guess. I just want to ask, when was the first time you ever felt like a house was a prison?? Well i'm not talking about my house here, i'm talking about another person's. Its like, just because one of her friends posted on their facebook wall -- Fuck this Shit, then all manner of communications with him/her is limited or not allowed?? Come on lah, what the fuck is wrong with parents nowadays?? Can't you idiots just be more open-minded?? Why is it that you have to restrict everything she does?? I don't understand, or rather, i cannot because its just not reasonable. Think lah, why is she even rebelling?? ( i wouldn't even consider it as a decent rebelling since its so seldom ) Its because of what you parents have done to her. Get that into your thick skulls. Gosh. Stop dictating everything and anything on her, because it just doesn't feel good. If she really is your daughter and you really do love her, consider her happiness above everything else. Not only her god damn studies. Before she really breaks down, just stop it....
And you too, i hope you understand why i'm being like this. Why am i always so hostile when i talk to you about this, I need you to understand what is going to happen if you do something about this, Yourself. So yea..i still love you, its not that i don't. But i want to continue loving you with more freedom, as you want to as well. So please, harden your resolve and solve this problem. Its your family, and your parents. Not mine (: I love you, and i'm sorry if this hurts, But its a necessary evolution....