Hello!!! :D
This will be a rather disjointed AND rushed post because i have to hurry off to complete projects ): So anyways today was rather emo until half way through when i 'woke up'. I shan't elaborate because its going to be super draggy :P
Time spent with Baby ( phone calls included ) was really awesome considering our current situation so i'm glad about that :D Tomorrow i'll get to see her more so YAY!! :D
And so if not i shall go for now shall post a better one a.s.a.p. Not so soon though, i have projects and tons of homework and studying to do :D Or rather, self-imposed ones ;P HAHAHA :D
BYE!!! :D And sleep well uh you!! I love you!!! :D :D :D <3 <3
29.6.10
27.6.10
An unbearable truth
Hey.
Today sucked as much as last night. Ah maybe its just a continuation from the previous. What to do? Nothing surprises me anymore, anyway. I'm just glad at least later i'll get to see Andrew, been a long time since i saw him in person. Right now, he is one of those who hasn't hurt me real big time yet. Cool huh?
So you said you didn't know. You didn't know this, you didn't know that. Do you know how ridiculous it sounds? Why is it that everytime i ask for answers and explanations all you can tell me is you didn't know and you thought this would be blabla? Its like shrugging off all the blame and responsibilities and you expect me to believe that? To think when i was so freaking down, you were happy. Do you know how selfish that was? You left me with the impression that you were going to be down all the way, and then you went ahead to cheer yourself up. How does that work to make me feel better? You told me you didn't want me to worry, but for this case is different right? You left saying " fuck la whatever ". How does that help tell me?
I don't understand. You hurt me so bad, and you say you love me. I told you, lets break up. You just don't want to. I don't understand. My heart aches. I feel like ending my pain permanently. I really feel like it.....
Farewell.
Today sucked as much as last night. Ah maybe its just a continuation from the previous. What to do? Nothing surprises me anymore, anyway. I'm just glad at least later i'll get to see Andrew, been a long time since i saw him in person. Right now, he is one of those who hasn't hurt me real big time yet. Cool huh?
So you said you didn't know. You didn't know this, you didn't know that. Do you know how ridiculous it sounds? Why is it that everytime i ask for answers and explanations all you can tell me is you didn't know and you thought this would be blabla? Its like shrugging off all the blame and responsibilities and you expect me to believe that? To think when i was so freaking down, you were happy. Do you know how selfish that was? You left me with the impression that you were going to be down all the way, and then you went ahead to cheer yourself up. How does that work to make me feel better? You told me you didn't want me to worry, but for this case is different right? You left saying " fuck la whatever ". How does that help tell me?
I don't understand. You hurt me so bad, and you say you love me. I told you, lets break up. You just don't want to. I don't understand. My heart aches. I feel like ending my pain permanently. I really feel like it.....
Farewell.
25.6.10
:D
Hello! :D
Long time since i posted, because i haven't got anything to say for the past few days. As usual, things are still horribly draggy .__. The holidays HAVE been draggy anyway. Its either choir, or homework, or reading books, or gaming. I haven't seen Baby for don't know how long lahhhhh urgh .__. I feel so love-sick damn it. :/ Ya but anyway, good thing is we still have phone calls so that is something good to look at? I guess... .__.
Yea and today was one of the better days in the span of this horrific holidays. I woke up at about 7 feeling extremely exhausted since i slept at freaking 2a.m last night.... I've been feeling shagged for don't know how many weeks now.... Then i went to bath, felt much better after that. Forced down a cold, semi-moist breakfast of bread with butter and sugar ( i didn't specify so my mum made that :/ ) and washed it down with hot tea ( that felt so good in the cold damp morning ). Got ready and set off for choir. The day didn't start off well because it was raining so heavily .__. It was practically pouring cats and dogs and i was drenched even before i reached school -.- Actually planned to meet with the SLs earlier to discuss some issues but turned out all of them were late due to the rain. Perfect plan shattered just like that. And i had to talk to Ms Lui about 'matters' that apparently after they heard me out they didn't have any concerns anymore. Cool huh? :P
The grace period for choir was extended by 15 mins and choir started later. Practice was semi-effective, and i got a little pissed at one point. But anyways, speech day practice was screwed up because i had one attempt at conducting and i totally screwed it up -.- I even made crystal and siuyen laugh. Terrific, wonderful, marvelous, excellent. -.- Then went to Magic Wok with my friends to wait for my project partner to show up. In the end he freaking didn't come. So screw it. Was totally drained off my energy when i went home and i collapsed down on the bed and dozed off. Had a nightmare -.- Then had a phone call, and another as well as dinner up till now. I'm thinking of what to do, and i'm not producing any results :/ Sigh....
Thats my day. draggy and dull. Lack of life. What to expect?? -shrug- Well, guess thats it. At least i managed to think up 3 poems for Baby's birthday letters. Thats not bad, okay. Sorry for the screwed up post. Bye.
Baby i think i miss you more than how much time was taken by Mr Ngoi from our school to climb Mount Everest. :/ LOL, ya, i just miss you freaking a lot :/ Love you a lot too though :D <3 MUACKS!! :D
Long time since i posted, because i haven't got anything to say for the past few days. As usual, things are still horribly draggy .__. The holidays HAVE been draggy anyway. Its either choir, or homework, or reading books, or gaming. I haven't seen Baby for don't know how long lahhhhh urgh .__. I feel so love-sick damn it. :/ Ya but anyway, good thing is we still have phone calls so that is something good to look at? I guess... .__.
Yea and today was one of the better days in the span of this horrific holidays. I woke up at about 7 feeling extremely exhausted since i slept at freaking 2a.m last night.... I've been feeling shagged for don't know how many weeks now.... Then i went to bath, felt much better after that. Forced down a cold, semi-moist breakfast of bread with butter and sugar ( i didn't specify so my mum made that :/ ) and washed it down with hot tea ( that felt so good in the cold damp morning ). Got ready and set off for choir. The day didn't start off well because it was raining so heavily .__. It was practically pouring cats and dogs and i was drenched even before i reached school -.- Actually planned to meet with the SLs earlier to discuss some issues but turned out all of them were late due to the rain. Perfect plan shattered just like that. And i had to talk to Ms Lui about 'matters' that apparently after they heard me out they didn't have any concerns anymore. Cool huh? :P
The grace period for choir was extended by 15 mins and choir started later. Practice was semi-effective, and i got a little pissed at one point. But anyways, speech day practice was screwed up because i had one attempt at conducting and i totally screwed it up -.- I even made crystal and siuyen laugh. Terrific, wonderful, marvelous, excellent. -.- Then went to Magic Wok with my friends to wait for my project partner to show up. In the end he freaking didn't come. So screw it. Was totally drained off my energy when i went home and i collapsed down on the bed and dozed off. Had a nightmare -.- Then had a phone call, and another as well as dinner up till now. I'm thinking of what to do, and i'm not producing any results :/ Sigh....
Thats my day. draggy and dull. Lack of life. What to expect?? -shrug- Well, guess thats it. At least i managed to think up 3 poems for Baby's birthday letters. Thats not bad, okay. Sorry for the screwed up post. Bye.
Baby i think i miss you more than how much time was taken by Mr Ngoi from our school to climb Mount Everest. :/ LOL, ya, i just miss you freaking a lot :/ Love you a lot too though :D <3 MUACKS!! :D
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