The Opening

Hellos (:

                Today was quite a slack off for starters. I woke up late again as usual, and i noticed its another 12 hours sleep i had. Maybe my body just works that way, sleep damn late and i cannot wake up in less than 12 hours time. Too bad i won't have that kinda luxury anymore, cause yea, school is starting.. .__. Sigh... been quite  fed-up over the fact that i haven't had the mood to really sit down and finish up my work. The whole week's been so busy, its just impossible to set aside time for both work and play. So since its the holidays, i try to be realistic and put aside time for play. Ends up? I don't have time for work. Well, the last 3 free days of the week(pathetic right?)was meant to be for work but i ended up losing motivation once i started on it. Screwed up much. Sigh... i don't even know what to make of this life.

               Scanning by a lazy eye's analysis, i figured i need not do English yet since there isn't any english tomorrow. How about chinese? I don't know if i should copy, if my teacher collects and checks the answers then its the same thing, i'm dead. Math.... pfft. I have a math test tomorrow, i doubt i'll make it. Ah screw this piece of crap. And i highly speculate a haircheck tomorrow, which means i'm a definite caught for sure.

               Not very sure of what to do right now, maybe i should work on my math....? Sigh i don't know. I'm actually guessing this laptop is making me really distracted. But honestly i don't give a shit. But at the same time i'm very confused bout everything. LOL, what am i talking... -.- Better get going, this post is so screwed (: bye [:

Oh fly my away, bring me to never-land. Where a need for dreams don't exist, where trust in reality can be breached... 

Partial Havoc

Hey (:

              Finally posting, the day was quite busy. Lets start off where i woke up (: Kinda didn't go as planned, i set my alarm at about 11. I did however wake up earlier than the alarm so i collapsed back down exhausted since i slept super late the previous night (: When i woke up it was past 11 and i realised no one called me although i told my mum to, guess its just my luck. When downstairs to eat my super late lunch. Then i packed my table, spent about 1 hour + doing so. No regrets though, my area is so much more clean now.

              Started on my math homework but ended up losing the mood to do so when i didn't know how to do a lot of questions. Something is getting to me, my motivation for Physics, Maths and Chinese is deteriorating like crazy. If this goes on my grades for those subjects will drop as well. Sigh... i don't know what to do. Physics and Maths is partly due to the fact that we have screwed up teachers and Chinese... well needless to say la .__. I don't like how my studies are going, wish i could really buck up. Have been underperforming for Chemistry, the only satisfactory ones are my English, Geography, History and Social Studies. Ironically these are all humanities....

              Not sure of what to do now, i don't have the mood to do any work. I'm sub-safe though because not all the assignments need to be handed up. The most urgent would be chinese which i have time tomorrow after consort. Ah... i'm so sleepy. Wish i could just close my eyes and drift off to dream-land forever...

           Enough wistfulness (: I guess i better go find something to do, rather than sitting here and wasting my time off doing nothing but staring into blank space and thinking about absolutely nothing coherent and relevant. Bye (:  Oh one thing, people who only know how to flame here and flame there, or use pretty and beautiful vocabulary in the cyber-world are pathetic.

Funny things happen!

Hello (:

              I'm glad today was significantly better than yesterday (: Hahahs, first off, lets put a lot of emphasis on the fact that i didn't have to wake up as early LOL. :D About 9.30 today? Yup, and i bathed and went to buy breakfast before making my way to Benjamin's house (: I was desperately calling him to ask for his floor number because i knew the block but i didn't know which floor to go to .__. Lucky enough Ken came and we made our way up together. In the end he too didn't know and we had to wait for Ben to answer the call before going into the house -.- So, we proceeded with the project once Darren and Gideon arrived and it was kinda a success. I mean, it wasn't hardcore all the way and each member relaxed a little. We still finished it on time and i stayed back awhile to play with Ben (:

                Spent quite some time at his house and i only came back at about 5+. Have been resting since then, and i haven't done any of my homework. Lets see... i have Chinese Open-ended Passage, English 250 words assignment, 2 math papers. Quite a lot actually .__. Oh well, i think i'll finish it all tomorrow! (: I'm thinking if i should go for Consort this Sunday, i feel like resting my voice though... But if i keep skipping i might not be able to go for the end-year concert. In a dilemma bout that, oh well! Lets see how (:

                Nothing else to talk about already, things have been going very well for me i would say (: I wouldn't count the emo days because its really just THAT day itself, and it would be over with a smile (: I really find some people SUPER hilarious though, they just entertain me at their own expense without knowing it :D And they think spiting me affects me, its just weird how much i can laugh at their insults. HAHA! Oh well, buhbyee (: (:

Hold, hold, hold me tight. Don't let me go.